And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me
wondering, it kinda crept up and took me
by surprise, is I never saw it coming
The thing about love.
Sunday, December 30, 2007 @ 4:02 PM

okayys ii am blogging at home
phew finally !
reached hme at around midnight
watched tv then sleeeeeep :D

then next day which is ytd
ii woke up ard 12
gt ready and followed my brother to cp
to pei him eat
then meet zhiweikorr, so damn fuckking long nvr see him le
but he's still fine, ii guess
had lunch with him
then he went off
ii went to gugu hse
only junjie's there, shimei&jiaofren go buy uniform
then marcus came, gary&seanlim too
jiao-ed for awhile
gary&seanlim left
watched a lame show
darling came
ii went hme ard 9,
then today nt going out but going out for dinner ltr
tml is 31st, countdown anybody?
well ii am free, just call me out!


Thursday, December 27, 2007 @ 2:15 PM

today is the second day at genting
okayys guess who ii saw
ii saw sean lim
now he's beside me
lan shopp (:
did some shopping and ii am watching movies ltr
may be blogging again ltr
hope to see mre people ii know
darling is dearly missed :D


Wednesday, December 26, 2007 @ 9:02 PM

currently blogging at genting lan shop
damn fucking noisy lahhs
past few days ii am in ipoh
indianly boring lahhs
ii miss darling alotalot
ii think ii going hme 2 mre days?
LOLS
nvr see eunice here lehhs
ii think she go hme ard
okayys
shall blogg again
miss you guys (:


Sunday, December 23, 2007 @ 5:03 PM

since ii am still at hme
so ii shall post again
ii think euniceDEAREST have reached aft walking sooo far
LOLS
my dad is gonna drive us to malaysia ltr
ohhhh soooo siian, ii really dread car rides
ii called darling he did nt ans
he's either still sleeping or working
hmms, who knows? hope to receive a phn call asap

omg, there is soooo many things ii wanna buy
ytd ii saw that cardi, skinny &tube
damn nice bodoh
toooo bad ii dun have money to buy
FUCK !
lets see wat ii wanna buy:
Red cardigan
Grey cardigan
NEW Black cardigan
Green Skinny
Purple Skinny
Purple tube, Red tube
new slippers, flats
hahas ii gt havainas ard
yipeeee (:

okayys get me a new sony lappy &8Gb ipod would be perfect
& maybe a PSP? LOLS, dream on :D

okayys now ii am gonna post sme pics me&eunice took (:


Saturday, December 22, 2007 @ 9:53 PM

change of plan
ii am NOT flying tml
abiit sad lahhs cos ii wanna go china
nvm ii am going malaysia instead
my parents say its tooo cold
-30 degrees so forget it
ii oso scared ii might die there
ii am happy cos ii can go to msthia hse on29th
hahahahahas

friday was a long day for me
woke up at ard 630am bathe & gt ready
went to gugu hse to meet xiujun &steph
marcus was there toooo
then meet alvinkorr then go to sch
trying to avoid mrthina
LOLS
stef went to class 1eD, gratz(:
then me &alvin was in the hall
ii am trying my very best to help him master his tuihou
not bad, gd jobb korr
we took ard 2hrs or soo?
then went to meet eunice
long day, saw alfred .
went to gugu hse saw junjiekorr &mikee
aft tat went to srjc for my match

aft match went to 401 with ang &fionana
waited for like soooo long for the rojak
ang &fionana went off
ii went to gugu hse
chatted with marcus, funny lahhs
ard 930+ ii went hme
then my mum came hme

today saw my 2nd sis like sooo long nvr see her ard
went to marina with my mum, bro &sister
then people's park
then hg8 then bring my doggie to the shop
cos tml ii am going holiday ard

heard frm my mum that my 2nd sis
is going to england next yr end
waaaaa first is my elder sis
now my 2nd sis sad lahhs
ii hope my dajie is doing fine in shanghaii
get pregnant sooon ya?

ii am missing my darling sooo much.
ii have sooo much to tell you
just that ii dunno how to say
but the bottomline is iLoveyou :D


okayys ii am going malaysia tml
so ii might not be posting
must miss okayys peeps (:


& suddenly ii miss zhiweikorr
how are you doing?
ii really hope that you're doing finee
a phonecall would be great
take care alot alot :D *dearly Missed


Thursday, December 20, 2007 @ 10:09 PM

oh today is quite tiring
like running ard singapore
woke up at 9 by fionana's call
then bathe & got ready meet her at cp ard 10+
went to kovan mac to eat mac breakfast before meeting renny
but when we reach there, no mre breakfast ard
fuck it man, nvm so we ate mcnugget meal
then we took all the sauce
and PLAY !
okayys then meet renny aft tat

went to plaza sing
to buy banner stuffs
& buy tickets for mr magorium's wonder emporium(:
bought cloth from spotlight
went to renny's hse first
cos it's still early as the show was 5.15pm
went back to kovan again
ate curry chicken rice at normala's hse
yummy (: ii played pool with fionana
which is soooo diff cos the table so small
nvm had fun though
nana came, ii listened to her mp3
ii love her earphones, LOLS
then zhihao called
so we went to kovan to meet him in the train
watched our movie at the cathay
aft movie took train back to kovan again
while zhihao went to cp
me &fionana went to buy bubble tea
then took 119 she went back to renny's hse
while ii went to gugu hse

reached gugu hse awhile me &darling went to upper
to find alvinkorr, mikeee, shimei, jiao friend & junjie was there tooo
hahas, like soooo long nvr see him ard
slack there till 8+ went back to gugu hse
played audi awhile, ard 930 ii went hme
cos ii was tired & my mum will kpkb

tml is a long day ahead again
got to wake up at 6am to meet jiao friend& shimei at 7am
to go for orientation
aft tat still gt a friendly match with srjc
ii feel so siian &tired lahhs

& ii am flying in 3 days time, woooohooos :D


Wednesday, December 19, 2007 @ 7:30 PM

okayys ii am back to blogg
well monday was netball training
before training ii went to 401 to meet fionana&renny
to have lunch, aft tat off to sch for training
aft tat went to kovan with fionana &renny
eat &stuufs then hme swt hme
tuesday was netball training oso
but before training ii meet zhihao indian
go pei him buy uniform
then went to kovan to eat
aft tat went to sch for training
tiring, sad thing is ii injured my back
well aft training ii went to gugu hse
slack awhile, didnt manage to meet darling
nvm, a while ltr ii went hme
today was training
before that ii meet fionana at cp
buy my bubble tea, hahas
then spot renny in the bus
training was tiring, my knee &back hurt alot
nearly vomitted, maybe ii am nt a g netballer aft all
hais, nvm ii will try (:
ang came, aft training ii went to gugu hse again
slack awhile, help ard then ii went hme

tml going out with zhihao &fionana
looking forward to a fun day
LOLS.

now ii am starting to worry abt my N'lvls
next year, what if ii fail?
how am ii suppose to face my parents
ii have disappoint them dozens of times
ii cant afford to disappoint them again
they are getting older day by day
ii dun wan then to feel sad or anything
ii jus want to see them happy
ii am contented, but why must things turn out this way
what if ii fail, how would my future be?
ii really wanna go up to sec5
the future is in my own hands
but how am ii suppose to control it
if ii cant even control myself?
can someone jus enlighten me
ii am lost, but ii promise myself to work hard
may god bless me (:
merry christmas &happy new year to all :D


Monday, December 17, 2007 @ 10:15 AM

wow today ii woke up soooo early
all thanks to my mum
call the hse soooo early then my maid wake me up
soooo tired
cos last night ii watch asian idol
wooohooos, hady mirza won
singapore won, not bad arhhs
then b4 ii watched star awards
sooo boring
LOLS
ltr ii am going netball training in sch
but before that ii am meeting my mum
might nt be updating for the next few days

relink me sooon ppl
http://mylife-xcrappified.blogspot.com


Sunday, December 16, 2007 @ 4:40 PM

today is sunday, but my parents are nt at hme
so its a bored sunday, pizzas for dinner (:
hahas, have been watching tv,
then nw using computer
ii think ii am gonna die in my studies
in 2008 cos ii nvr even revise or read anything
ii have going out, sleeping, blablabla
LOLS, sure die dde
talked to darling in the phn last night
so long nvr see ard
nvm see when ii can meet him

changed blogskin again
still cant find any nice one
nvm, jus bear with this first
now ii am gonna go do blogthings first
TAAS

***Your Life Path Number is 6***

Your purpose in life is to help others

You are very compassionate, and you offer comfort to those around you.
It pains you to see other people hurting, and you do all in your power to help them.
You take on responsibility, and don't mind personal sacrifice. You are the ultimate giver.

In love, you offer warmth and protection to your partner.

You often give too much of yourself, and you rarely put your own needs first.
Emotions tend to rule your decisions too much, especially when it comes to love.
And while taking care of people is great, make sure to give them room to grow on their own.

ii won number 6 for 2007 roadrun (:

***The True You***

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you spend whatever you have.

You think good luck is something you won't attain - you expect bad luck.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you don't have any particular type in mind, but you are inclined to look for someone who will say yes when you ask him / her out.


Saturday, December 15, 2007 @ 4:01 PM

woke up ard 3+pm
omg ii think ii am really tired
hahas, jus return frm camp mahhs
so tis kind of timing is no need to go out ard
staying at hme the whole day
all thanks to this camp
ii missed out so msny series of my tv series
woke up toooo late cos ii wanna watcht he repeat of the shows
but toooo bad, its over

tml at hme again ii guess
cos my parents are nt in sg again
so ii gotta stay at hme
netball training on monday
its a tiring week ahead
3 trainings in a row
OMG, ii can do it

ii am going overseas on 23rd dec midnight
hahas, will be back on 010108
7 mre days to 23rd dec, china here ii cme

going back to sleeeep (:


Friday, December 14, 2007 @ 11:49 PM

okayys finally ii settled the 'logistics' for my blog
changed url, like finally aft soooo long
changed main blog song
relinked ppl
okayys, ii jus came back frm camp, exhausted!

day1
woke up at ard 6.15am gt ready
then took yunting's dad car to guides hq
thanks uncle
reached there early, but both of us are like siian
ii feel like going hme at that point of time
then bus came, off we go to camp christine
crapped in the bus with yunting
reached campsite ard 45mins, or so
apologises if ii rmb wrong
ii am trying to recall
okayys, pitch tenth, kitchen shelter
get ready zinc plate, sand ..
then lunch, aft that rain rain rain
learn knots &lashings indoors
then dinner, bathe sing-a long, sleeeeep
but nt in tent, in our so called 'bunk'
cos th ground is toooo wet .

day2

woke up at 6+ii think
brushed teeth &stuffs
report to olave hall for morning exercise
then breakfast, ii washed toilets (:
aft that was petrol cooking, fishball beehoon
aft that learned hw to chop ur own wood
outdoor cooking ii was the one preparing the food
pizza, orange cake, banana chocolate &1 whole chicken
after dinner bathe, ii forgot wat happened next
but we slept in the tent
hahas . cool .

day3

woke up at 6+ again
brushed teeth then report to olave hall for morning exercise again
aft exercise went for breakfast
then gt theory stuffs
ii went to ccok lunch cos ii was cooks for the day
it was chicken stew
but yunting spilled almost everything, ****
forget wat happen next
then we played the wide game
run all over the place
then it was abt dinner time so ii went to cook
while th rest prepare for dinner
heard that gt sme prob
but ii am nt there, so ii dun care
cooked pasta for dinner, yummy(:
this time ii held the pot myself
aft dinner get ready firewood for campfire
then campfire started the torch is made of socks
LOLS . nvm sing quite a lot of songs
fucking alsagolff say cannot clap when singing edelweiss
who cares, ii still clap, spoil my mood
then at night nag nag nag, then bathe sleeeeep
in tents again, our last night ard

day4

woke up earlier ard 5.45
cos we need to clear the newspapers &groundsheets
our grp kiasu mahhs.
LOLS . we are finished everything the fastest
headed to olave hall
cos we are going for a hike, outside
okayys, went to sme disgusting place
with so much grass, ewwww so itchy
then climb up &dwn went to beach to take photo , LAME
aft tat had first aid theory
boring, aft tat clearing up of tents, kitchen shelter
so boring then had our lunch, took bus back to hq
yayness, aft tat we walked to J8
ppl lining up for xiaozhu's signature
like soooo many, dots
me & yunting went to eat, shop ard
then took 88, alighted at rp cos ii wanna pee, LOLS
spot sean so chatted, limyi came
but he banged to smething, like sooo funny.
slacked awhile then hme swt hme (:

saw shirley today, ii miss you alot
same to you dray, take of yourself (:

ii will not forget you guys
your laughter &everything,
gina, ivfy, hidayah, siti

not forgetting my dearest darling
oh ii miss you soooo (:

aha, NETBALLERS(:
hw's your chalet?
fun? of course lahhs
hahas, cya guys real soon
takecare .

reply of tags:
LYNN: ii cant contact you
not dunwan call you out,
oh ii saw the stupid bitbit there
LOLS

EUNICE: jus ring me up anytime
hahas, your bro hp?

AMANDA: link you ard
of course still rmb you .
LOLS , tkcare (:

changed my url !!
relink me, link me if you manage to pass by my prof (:


Sunday, December 9, 2007 @ 3:34 PM



this is the pic we took ytd at sentosa
LOLS . my hair so wet
just bathe finish lahhs
had fun ya

my mum just came hme
& she bought me a bag
woohoos . thanks mum
going out for dinner ltr

tml need to wake up super early
for combine camp thingy in sch at 9am
then netball training at 1pm
long day ahead

then tues is camp training at camp christine
till friday then ii will be back
maybe posting tml
see my mood but ii think ii'll be tired
soo tell you guys first
be sure to miss me

*changing URL soooon .

&& ii'll be missing darling (:


@ 1:56 PM

just woke up cos ii slept late last night
okayys ytd went sentosa with alot of ppl
lazy to type in out
it has been sme time since we go out tgt
the sad thing is junjie korr is nt here with us

woke up at ard 9+ in the mrn
darling called me
then ii called zhihao up cos he wanted to meet me
bathe and gt ready
went to rp to meet zhihao
saw jiahao&co. && of cos my dear shirley
jus that she's working
did nt manage to talk to her much
ii miss her lotsss (:
while waited for alvin to cme slacked ard
sean having his break, then alvin came
& we took bus to hg mall cos zhihao wanna use the toilet
LOLS
then took trian to vivo
meet darling,pepper,kenny,alex,daniel,joce,alvin,lu,ziwei,xiwei
quack,jiyou,mike,justin. hope ii named all of you
then went to sentosa

reached there, they bought mats we settled dwn
talked awhile, the guys went to play
lu &me decided to do sort of a jetty jump
cos the guys are jumping up n dwn
quite scary though.
swim, chatted then abt 3 or 4 +
off we went to bathe
meet sean awhile headed to vivo for our dinner
sean went to bugis to find his mum
the rest went to kovan
spent quite sme time deciding whr to go
spot lynn, natalie & jasper
ii miss lynn . LOLS
plu and joce went to pepper's hse
while me & the rest went to pool

walked to xiwei's hse aft pool
watched tv, slacked and see them play mahjong
ard 9 + ii went hme
reach hme bathe eat then sleep
dunno wats wrong with my parents again

happy anniversary darling (:
also to kenny&pepper


Friday, December 7, 2007 @ 3:32 PM

The time is now or never
To fit the missing piece
To take this on together
You make me feel complete

We fall into the future
And through the looking glass
The light shines over our heads
And so it comes to pass

To go beyond the surface
To reach into your soul
This love is not demanding
My heart has told me so

I hold onto my hero
With faith enough to fly
The power to imagine
Will keep this love alive

Let's make the headlines loud and true
I wanna tell the world I'm giving it all to you
Let's make the headlines loud and clear
The best things certainly happen when you are here

If I lost my way, you'd carry me home
Take me all the way to heaven never leave me alone (Everything)
It’s just like everything matters when you are here (Matters to me)

And it feels so good every bell's gonna ring
Your love is alive and it's making me sing
I could fly, wanna cry, want the whole world to know
We are together, come on, baby, let's go

And words yet to be spoken
Will form upon the page
Spelling our true devotion
It's all we need to say

Let's make the headlines loud and true
(Say you love me and I'll say our love is true)
I wanna tell the world I'm giving it all to you
(Just remember what simple words can do)
Let's make the headlines loud and clear
(All the love I ever give to you my friend)
The best things certainly happen when you are here
(Just remember friendship never ends)

If I lost my way, you would carry me home
Take me all the way to Heaven, never leave me alone (Everything)
And it's just like everything matters when you are near (Matters for me)

Let's make the headlines true this time
(Just remember what simple words do)
There's no hiding from this magical state of mind
(I feel love to you)

If I lost my way, you would carry me home
Take me all the way to Heaven, never leave me alone
And it's just like everything matters when you are near

Let's make the headlines
Loud and true
Let's make the headlines
Cos I'm givin' it all
I'm givin' it all to you


@ 12:46 PM

ii was lazy the past 2 days
so ii did nt update
today ii am nt going out again
cos my parents went overseas again
ii need to stay at hme, to take care of my hse
so com the whole day, or watch tv (:

on wednesday, ii did nt go out
cos it was raining &ii was lazy
to go out with such a day
so ii slept at home
for the whole aftn also ii want to please
my mummy, so tat she will let me go on sat
LOLS .

thursday training again
woke up quite late
then rushed swn to sch
ii thought ii was super late
& ii am gonna get a handful frm coach
in the end ii realise tat they were all slacking there
saw chermaine, at first ii tot who was tat
she brought cake for us
LOLS
then 3 coaches are here
training start
they keep bullying me
dots . nvm . ii like it
cos he say he likes me
LOLS .
then aft training bathe, crapped in the toilet
like we always do
then renny&fionana dunno go whr
ii went to gugu hse
waited for darling to cme
crapped with people there, hahas
darling came, watched finish my show
hme sweet hme

& cheer up xiujun
samantha is here (:


Wednesday, December 5, 2007 @ 12:45 PM

ii have been having trainings for 2 days ard
so tired . but ii think its fun (:

meet mummy on monday b4 training
then took bus to sch
waa super suay
nvm lazy to tell you guys
cme ask me &ii'll tell you all
hahas
train train train then went to kovan
with fionana &renny to have kfc
saw pepper kenny &alex
LOLS
then aft eating went to mac to eat mcflurry
then took 119 bus fionana &renny went hme
ii went to gugu hse awhile
reach hme my mummy kpkb
then eat, bathe sleeeeep (:

tuesday training oso
meet fionana at cp cos she wanna return disc
then gt sme kind of charity ppl cme
waa irritating lohhs
then aft returning the disc
we went to take 119
waited for quite awhile
tthen alighted at CHIJ to change 136
me &fionana is ard late
so we reached the sch &training started
crapped alot with coach
aft training went to kovan again
ate mac this time
laughed &did lame stuffs
LOLS.
my dear yunting working so cute, hahas
saw darling coming, wanted to call him but he nvr ans me
nvm . aft awhile, went hme le
talked at the phn at night with yunting
aft tat ii called darling ard 2+am
talked awhile mummy KP again
so ii went to sleeeeep (:

today rainy day=bad day
at first wanna go running with eunice &yunting
but ii think nw we've gt to change plan
unless the rain stops
ASAP! hopefully it will
but ii feel very tired lazy to go out
ii shall go sleep awhile &see hw is it bbas
pray hard things will get better


Monday, December 3, 2007 @ 11:46 AM

Samantha, your moves are fresh when it comes to Style

Forget fashion "don'ts." You're a fashion "do" any day of the week. You've got your own ideas for what looks good and what goes well together. And with your sense of style, you can't make a bad fashion move.

How you do it is anyone's guess, but you have a talent for spotting trends or creating your own. Maybe it's the way you carry yourself, maybe it's how you believe in yourself, but you've got a way of looking like a million bucks that goes beyond cool clothes and accessories. Whether you take your cues from friends, celebs, fashion mags, or your own sense for what's hot, and what's cool, you've got stylish moves that can create a commotion on any catwalk. So run with it and don't look back.

Samantha, your room says you're Trendy

The latest-generation iPod? The hottest high-dollar denim? A stylish chair from Urban Outfitters? Whatever your latest fancy, you leave no stone unturned when it comes to the newest looks and trendiest offerings. Anyone who steps foot in your room has full insight into your latest and greatest obsessions. And while others prefer coziness, your comfort zone is more about what's hot, right now.

A clotheshorse, a techie, a design guru — whatever your passion, you enjoy staying on the cutting edge. So when you need to unwind, there's no trendier spot than the one where you lay your head.


@ 11:34 AM

now still at hme
mum woke me up so damn early
ii am tired, slept at abt 3am ytd
cos ii was watching the show Transit
quite nice &meaningful frm MTV

ltr going buy bks so mum's going sch with me
then she's gonna carry all the bks hme
whereas ii will go for my netball training
hahas .
shall blogg mre another day or ltr
more abt wat happen ltr

darling is missed [;


Sunday, December 2, 2007 @ 1:50 PM

today is sunday ii guess
cos its holidays and ii easily lose track of time
LOLS .. maybe ltr going out
with who? with my mum to peoples park
dots.. cos she need to get her stuffs
so jus pei her there lohhs
this is a very gd example of a obiedient gal
hahas
yayness . tml is netball training again
ii noe its gonna be tiring but ii think ii can do it
its december ard .
trainings are gonna be tougher

my week ahead is packed
monday- NETBALL TRAINING
tuesday- NETBALL TRAINING
wednesday- EUNICE&YUNTING
thursday- NETBALL TRAINING
friday- MUMMY
saturday- SENTOSA* ii think
SUNDAY- MOVIE* with dad, nt cnfm

the following week is camp .
weees (:


Saturday, December 1, 2007 @ 2:12 PM

today woke up ard 1
cos last night watched initial D till very late
cos ii wanna see my jay chou, edison chen &shawn yue
LOLS . & my FC nt forgetting AE 86
before tat was watching dragon tiger gate
tis time seeing my nicholas tse
okayys enough of crappps
reached hme ard 8 + ytd
meet fionana ytd at cp
then we went to marina first
spent some time looking for an atm machine
cos fionana forget to bring $$$ out
finally found one near the cinema there
then went to food court to eat eat eat

aft eating walked to bustop to take bus to beach road
walked passed peninsula . blablabla
then reached beach road walk again
buy my ziplock bag
then walk again to 80 bustop
went to kovan, slack there awhile
saw yunting walking pass then ii go talk to her
went popular with her and huimin &2 unknown ppl
aft tat went back to yellow
jasmine quitting her job soon
LOLS . also they took $5 . hahahas
aft tat went to take 119 with fionana
while running for the bus saw sean sister & alvinkorr
like no time to tok to them
stop at chij tat bustop pei-ed fionana wait for 147
cos she going her mum's workplace
crapped awhile with her
finally her bus came

then ii went to gugu hse .
knocked on the door no one wanna ans me
then walked ard like an idiot
finally ii go up &try to knock on the door again
darling open the door . phew ~
slack awhile there ii went hme

ate dinner bathed . everything
yunting called .
talk awhile hang .
she called again ask me call huixin for guides stuffs
then ii need to call fionana for renny's number
ii call wrong call darling
cos both oso start with 8*******
LOLS
then watched my 'shows'
then sleeeeeep .

today nt going out ii guess
feeling a little sick
sleeping the whole aftn ii guess
LOLS
ii am gonna miss darling (: