And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me
wondering, it kinda crept up and took me
by surprise, is I never saw it coming
The thing about love.
Wednesday, December 30, 2009 @ 2:56 AM

Dec 28, Monday

Woke up around evening,
prepared texted pepper, so decided meeting her.
walked over to cp, bought cigs, trained over to hg
went comic shop to meet xiujun first
waited for pepper to come
went mall mac to eat, Filet-o-fish again(:
then back to comic shop,
waited for her to close shop
over to 327 met Kimberly there
acc her eat, chatted and slacked
went off to take train around 10pm

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reached Jurong around 11pm
wanted to meet alvin first, but he's still at work
so forget it, headed over to bf's place
played short rounds of mahjong with
bf's mum and dad and bf's aunt? Lol.
waited for alvin to come, started mahjong
2 1/2 pok. Guess bf's is bored, dota dota and dota
okay, started around 12am ended around 6am
no break in between, tired manzxzx.
went down to eat with bf and alvin
alvin fetched me over to Boonlay mrt,
took train home, reach home SLEEP!

Slept for the whole of yesterday
woke up only around 8pm.
Lol, think i did slimed down.
i only eat 1 meal or nothing,
cos i spend most of my time Sleeping.

Work in another 11hrs.
Fuck me, turning in now.

Dear boyfriend is working with Fhamy now.
Hope he's doing fine, &i miss him somehow? (:

Happy 18th Birthday Sylvest! (:
December 30th.


Monday, December 28, 2009 @ 2:06 AM

Just finished supper at the newly opened kpt.

I am bored, so a random post.
Gonna share the story of how me and my bf met(:

Let me start frm the very very start.
since i entered Bishan ITE, i am very into clubbing
Well those kind of 18 and above clubs
(dont ask how i went in) -.-
always with my dearest Athyra (:

Started with Rebel, dblo.
Always this 2, our favourite spots.
There was once NCT had a play at national library
we planned for club after that, dblo .
then the following week or 2wks after
i miss that place, so decided to hit dblo again.

that was the 5th of March 2009

the queue was long, then i noticed a guy
in front of me, i was dressed like shit seriously
cos i dont like to be so well dressed, instead comfortable clothes
so i was in pumps, jeans and tank top.
Like so simple, with minimal makeup and ugly hair
well, his distinguish mole (blackhead) attracted me.
but i just like biobio only la, cos clubs are spots for flings
so i didnt really care, well if you know the setting for dblo
there is 2 bar around the dancefloor, i met him again
at the dancefloor near the bar beside the smoking room
Get it? I think you dont. -.- he's engrossed in his dance
so was i, then there's a raid. So music stopped, lights on.
then me and thyra sat at the podium facing the bar
then i told thyra bout that cute guy i was eyeing
he was like just in front of me, haha.
then thyra's friend called him over, waseh paiseh i tell you.
nothing happened but regretted not saying hello to him ):
he walked off and went back i think,
i was damn angry at myself for not saying hello, FUCK.
Slept over at thyra's place, was ranting about that the whole night
think she's very very irritated, but cant help it ^^
even dreamt about him, back home the other morning

so days passed, happily enjoying myself with NCT
and school activities occupied my brain,
then met Pepper, ziwei and co. around upper court
on 15th of march, they were playing poker
Alvin came and psychoed me to go zouk
it was last min planning and i was badly dressed again
with pumps, jeans and tanktop but a diff one k.
so i went zouk, took guestlist and went in as a 19 yr old.
went in roamed around, trying to find familiar faces

then alvin called me for dont-know-what.
went to the entrance to pick up the call
when i was shouting at phone trying to know what he's saying
i turned around and saw HIM, my heart was pounding like crazy
then i smiled to him, he smiled back, priceless smile
i wont forget how it looked till now, then he walked towards
me i immediately hung up, lol dk whether alvin is angry -.-
i walked towards him, then i asked : Remember me?
the answer was affirmative. So confirm it's him (:
damn damn happy, then i asked for his number.
Brave right? hehe. Instead he passed me his phone
so i keyed my number, then he asked for my name
we are already halfway in the club, so no point telling
cos he cant hear after all. i took his phone and typed my name
i asked for his name, what i heard was like lily?
then i 'huh?' he repeated. i 'huh?' again.
gave up, step like i know, said bye, went in to find alvin.

told alvin the GOOD news, i was like very happy
all my problems are like solved, cos i have a problematic guy
but i didnt seem to think anything about him alr.
i was happy till i danced like crazy and shouting
think i did tear a little, overjoyed :D
Messaged thyra in CAPS telling her all these.
club ended around 4am, i think.
Lost alvin again, was roaming for him outside the club
then i saw him again, worry that he wont message me
so i took his number, i passed him my phone
he didnt know how to use cos it's touch screen
and i keyed it for him, then before leaving
i asked for his name, Billy. like finally.
i asked whether he is malay or chinese.
well Chinese okay. and i said another thing
'Remember to miss me k!' Lol
didnt know why that came out also.
met alvin, cabbed back home. msging all the way.

i started out.
'So you are Billy?'
he replied. 'Ya.'
cant really rmb how it goes.
i only rmb he type without spacing,
like in between punctuations.
asked which area he lived in, he said Jurong.
ohmy i was shocked. then asked what school.
he say AMK ITE, i asked course. he said Precision Engineering
like cool, of course he asked me back what i asked.
i even told him, Laoniang got money, i feed you.
hehe, alot of nonsensical messages la.
msged all the way till the next day, i went to school.
i rmb i had to go to ITE tamp for rehearsals.
met thyra on cab and told her everything.
stopped for awhile, cos he say he is taking a test
but all copy one. Clever right? he told me that.
i suggested meeting, he said okay.
he still asked me 'i go home take money then meet you?'
then i said 'why must take money?'
then he ans '$10 slack enough la hor?'
zz, more than enough right?
back to Jurong to sengkang. Crazy.
went thyra's place after that, then took bus back to sengkang
waited for him to come, of course excited.
i was in jeans, ite's pe attire and sandles.
met him then went over to block to slack,
told him jokes, i asked whether he smoked
he said no, at the same time he took out his cig box
a crumpled Winston reds. Lol.
then he said he needed to pee, then thristy
met his needs, then walked him back to mrt

then continue msging him,
added him on msn and at that time, Friendster.
i asked him whether i could date him out.
he said, no need la, i will date you out one.
so i planned on meeting him the following sat
then he say he is afraid that he doesnt have enough cash
i told him why guys always no money dont want come out
then he agreed. 'okay lor'
we are already like progressing, like sweettalk and stuff.
Honey and Bee. Lol. His friends knows this..

So met him on 21st march at city hall
i just ended work, so i am properly dressed
went to watch Legend of chunli.
walked around saw his friend, Pat after our movie
then he hold my hand out of a sudden,
i like cant breathe, for so long no one hold my hands alr.
then walked over to esplanade, romantic abit ma.
singapore river, then i asked whether he wanted to be my gf
cos he like gay gay, i say i'll be the guys instead.
dont you think i am the one making all the first moves?
then back to serious business, he asked me to be his gf
answer is like so obvious right. haha.
accompanied me to clarke quay mrt, i went hg and met pepper

thats how we started.
&9 months of interesting ups and downs
i cant summarise everything into this space.
You just have to keep reading. -xiaxue.


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headed clubs tgt.
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& a interesting group of friends he had.
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Sunday, December 27, 2009 @ 11:45 PM

Merry Christmas all (:

Just changed my playlist.
7songs playing randomly,
consists of Korean, rnb &rock.

think i will start with the day at work,
before christmas eve, when we had our mini celebration
if i am not wrong it's 22nd dec, tuesday

worked the afternoon shift,
'people mountain people sea'
waseh, tired like hell, the only time i stop walking is during break -.-
think the staff bought a cake for the promoters
sham cut the cake for us and we went in one by one to eat

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Ferrero rocher(:
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Novia
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a note pepper wrote quite some time ago
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23rd dec, Wednesday
woke up around 10plus, early hor(:
work starts at 2pm, but i need to meet my sis
so prepared and headed over to cp with mum
met sis and her baby there, stayed there for awhile
then jiefu drove me and mum over to centrepoint

pics at cp
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guess my stupid face works! he only has 4 teeth ^^
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in the car, his pathetic small hand
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the evil look >.-
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the lost and blurr boy, with his fat lips. HAHA
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walked over to cuppage,
had curry chicken rice with mum
work after that, home at 10pm

24th dec, Christmas eve!
slept till late, woke up had ba chor mee
mum bought it for me, dragged time at home
cos bf havent decided where to go
so prepared and met him at town,
ohmy the amount of people is ALOT

outside ion
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waited for around half an hour and finally he reached
walked around deciding where to go, walked over to Fareast
bought cigs, went toilet, called up people
then walked over to cine, the journey was hard
i mean hard cos, people are spraying the stupid foam thing
zzz, damn angry. we 2 are like damn innocent passerbys
reached cine, called thyra, met her there
wooo, so happy! didnt see her for a long time alr
took pics but it's with her, saw gary, chuanho and co.
walked over to bustop, back to Jurong
boring eve -.- Bf didnt want to go over to Alcova
so no choice but back to his kampong
back to bf's place, drank a lil bit with his parents
chatted, watched tv, a very stupid eve man -.-

dick face. Gucci belt nice hor? hehe..
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went down to eat, mixed vegetable rice -.-
shouldnt we be eating turkey? or least something better
haha, doesnt matter. back to his place
rested for awhile, cabbed home at 6am.

25th dec, Christmas day
woke up around 5plus
bf told me rayna asked me to go timah
he is going there to play number again
walaoeh sian sia, so watched tv, dragged time
left house around 8pm, went for short shopping at cp
spent $6 on nonsensical tidbits
but i liked the colour, haha colourful

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this alone cost $3.20 -.- but christmas ma, hehe
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reached timah, yay timing just right, they are finishing soon
went down to mac, had filet-o-fish, chatted for awhile
then cabbed over to chinatown, some thai disco

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i am just bored..
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the songs are quite okay,
but when they sing english songs, OMG Fail -.-

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pics of the dancefloor, big i must say
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Outside
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club ended around 4am,
smoked downstairs, took cab back home
slept after bathing
woke up around 3am, bf says he's hungry
so cooked maggie for him, lol but he say nt nice ):
watched tv, left my house around 9.45pm
went over to cp to eat, trained over to chinese garden
took bus back to his place, watched tv while he dota -.-
then watched new moon at his com (:
he played dota again, slept on his sofa
went down to eat at around 6am
he acc me over to mrt, trained home
reached home around 8am.

27dec, Sunday
was suppose to go to work
but was coughing till there's blood in my plegm
and my temp is 37.9, damn it sick at this peroid
zz, hope i recover fast, 31st dec countdown!
bf say he's meeting his friends, joining them?
Lol, like shy. haha, woke up around 4pm

mum bought yoshinoya for me
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and i bought Pringles, in Seaweed flavour.
It's really nice, you should try! (:
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okay, think i am hungry again.
hmms, mcdonalds? like nice sia.
Lol, i cant sleep now. i have been sleeping for 15hrs alr -.-

i miss my dog leh,
like so long nvr see him alr.
cos my mum is lazy to take care of him
so left him in a so called 'hotel'...

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Last but not least, in fact most important!!

Happy 18th Birthday ERWIN! :D
28th december.


Wednesday, December 23, 2009 @ 1:54 AM

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Why the fuck is Korean guys so frigging handsome?
oh man, like totally perfect. My perfect guy.
Small eyes, tall and a little cute. haha.
like so cool uh. Why singaporean guys are not half as good
perhaps it's the weather and food we take
Chilli and oil is not doing the skin any good
plus the scotching sun we have near the equator
hmms, perhaps next life i would be a korean?

The boy band it's Shinee by the way.

k la, billy looks good to me too (:


Monday, December 21, 2009 @ 11:11 PM

Worked on sunday morning,
ended work at 6pm, headed home straight
rested and drank soup, bathe and headed out
took train over to habourfront,
met alvin, justin and sean at the bridge

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dilly dally for quite some time
walked over to powerhouse, queued up
waited for bf and qb to come, got chopped
the queue is damn effing long,
walked over to boiler room for awhile
back to powerhouse, so squeezy and hot
stayed there until around 2.30am
headed out to smoke, stayed outside until club ends
took cab home after club.

headache+loud music+smelly people+no space+flashing lights
= vomit+giddyness.

went over to jurong to meet bf today,
home around 9pm, saw Khai on my way back
just had filet-o-fish, mmmm yummy!
gonna turn in soon, work tmr ):

Happy 9th monthsary baby:D


Saturday, December 19, 2009 @ 10:12 PM

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Worked at Centrepoint on wednesday
went back home and sleep after that.

Working at Centrepoint on thursday also,
Justin came over to meet me around 6pm.
which is the time i end work, waited for sham to be back
up to punch card over to 313
met gary, ziwei, boonlou and bert for awhile
took train home, reached home bathe and prepared
headed over to cp and took train over to habourfront
met justin, afida, nabila and co. outside vivo
slacked for awhile, walked over to powerhouse

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saw daryl, cliffred, jocelyn, lu and jiawei came too
got chopped and went in, went outside for awhile
start the party with afida and nabila,
saw Charles and my ex colleague forgot his name-.-
Jianyang came a little late.
danced on stage, roamed around, ended around 3.30am
took cab home tgt with Justin, reached home sleep..

Friday night!
woke up around 3pm, had lunch
went to bathe and prepare, used the com for awhile
webcamed with boon for awhile, LOL damn funny.
took train over to Jurong, met darling at SC
he's with boon, slacked there until we decided to go fishing
so went to buy fishing stuffs, taman jurong here & there

on the bus.
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Lol, i dont know where, so finally done
went 501 to eat, cos i am hungry as always
back to SC met boon there, slacked awhile
went to bf's place, watched tv and chatted with his mum
bf went to bathe, went to meet boon
waikit came for awhile, off to the bustop
saw an old lady yelling in the streets,
all of us was hoping that she would throw money
but in the end she didnt, that resulted in missing the last bus
cabbed over to qinbao's place, took fishing rod
then cabbed over to chinese garden

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started fishing and stuff,
as for me i am just sitting around snapping pictures.
Silver and Jeremy came, in less than 5mins it drizzled
and it's getting heavier so we changed location
cabbed over to Jurong canal, longkang?
fished again, slack, took pictures and chatted.

Boon, Billy and Jeremy,
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LOL!
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me and silver, i look fugly in this pic -.-
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packed up and went off,
silver suggested taking pics with our legs
haha, like how we used to in sec sch

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then the guys wanted to do pull ups
so stopped at a fitness corner.

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then over to this exercising area
Jeremy and Boon

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walked back to bf's place after that
the rest went to meet Jowee and co i think
it's alr almost 5am, rested for awhile and headed home
reached home, had breakfast, sleep.

didnt go anywhere today,
working tmr, and clubbing at night
woohoo, turning in early tonight:D

Check out my Facebook for more pictures.


Tuesday, December 15, 2009 @ 9:23 PM

Spent my whole day sleeping today,
woke up only at night, bathe and had dinner
so i am gonna post about yesterday,
a long day out for me.

Woke up in the morning around 11am
Bf called me, chatted while having breakfast
bathe and prepared, took train and headed to town
with mum, first we walked over to taka,
my mum looked at perfume and stuff,
walked around taka, until 2pm
headed over to far east, my mum had her haircut.
while i slacked at the salon, wasting time

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walked over to Tangs after that,
my mum shopped for perfumes again,
i msged bf's mum, haha, she's working at tangs
bf's reaching soon, so met him at the entrance
then met bf's mum at the entrance also
talked for awhile, then we headed over to fareast for KFC
then walked over to luckyplaza, paragon, taka
went to Toys'r'us at Paragon, haha FUN!
then met Thong at taka, down to smoke
acc him over to the bus stop, he went home
while both of us walked over to ion, then to mrt
i went back to hougang, while bf went Dover.

Kim's 18th celebration.

reached hougang, headed over to comic shop
Xiujun is working there, pepper and vincent came
Kim and alan came, then met kenny and the rest
went out to smoke, 9pm xiujun closed the shop
walked over to interchange, took 74 over to bishan

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went prawning, i didnt prawn, not really into that
haha, but drank and took pictures.

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saw a damn adorable kitty
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damn blurr, lol dk who took this pic -.-
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went off at ard 11am, kenny acc my to bus stop
took 74 over to timah and 157 over to Jurong
met bf, all the way until 7.30am took train home
zz, the train is damn crowded, frm outram then it's spacious
reached home, sleeeeeep:DD

Happy Birthday Kimberly &Jocelyn:D