And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me
wondering, it kinda crept up and took me
by surprise, is I never saw it coming
The thing about love.
Wednesday, January 30, 2008 @ 6:58 PM

finally ii am blogging aft 3 days?
ii was too lazy the past few days
okayys monday
sch as usual, boring lahhs cos gt d&t
aft sch went over to gugu hse and slack
then home sweet home (:

tuesday, sch as usual alex disiao-ed me the whole day
talked to pepper, alex &jj in class
then aft school went to the red dot museum
abiit boring but overall okay
aft that went back schh
ii went over to gugu hse again
slack the go home

today, alex did not come to sch
as he need to take care of his ahma
chatted with pepper in class again
history lessons are boring !
then slept through english peroids
aft sch pei-ed darling go gugu hse take his hp
then cme back schh for srp
aft that went over there to slack again
followed mike &amika go downstair cut hair
see them awhile darling send me home

ii feel like ii am doing the same thing everyday
hahas, but school overall: NOT BAD
but hope alex can come back
cos ii am bored in class
as for jasper, may god bless you
hope you know how to think (:


Sunday, January 27, 2008 @ 11:34 AM

too lazy to update ytd cos ii was tired
went to ps with fionana walked over to cathay
to see havainas then went ps to walk walk
went back to kovan bought perfumes
took 119 until xiwei house bustop
waited bus with her, then ii went to find alex they all
it's his birthday celebration
eat and slack there, block 373B if ii am not wrong
it's quite boring seriously, hope it will be a better
one next year. but overall: okayys (:
aft that actually wanted to go home
but then went over to gugu hse first
mike is ard there, jj come later
slack awhile jiu go home
reached home ard 9pm, talked to darling, bathe, eat, slp

today, staying at home ii guess,
dunno where to go also
parents not in singapore.
so siian, going out next sat, hope it's a fun one (:

well, lastly, darling is missed :D

Labels:



Friday, January 25, 2008 @ 8:16 PM

reached home ard 7 today
wow nice day (:
school as usual, gt assembly so bored !
aft that pei-ed darling awhile
then went off to sports school for my match
we won ! 21-5 serangoon vs fuchun
okayys first time we got 21 ! congrats, Love you guys
aft the match went back to school
went to guides awhile, aft that went gugu hse
slacked awhile, then went home le

overall, nice day. thank god :D

tomorrow going alex birthday
before that meeting fionana first
tomorrow's darling's turn for his match
good luck.


Thursday, January 24, 2008 @ 9:33 PM

abt two days nvr post le
hahas cos very tired and lazy in some ways lahhs
okayys lets see
match on wednesday, sch as usual
then aft sch went to sports school for a match
against woodlands sec, we won ! 17-0
WOW-alogy. surprised? hahas, happy (:
that fucked up teacher took my ezlink card
then left it in her bag, aft that then found her
aft that went gugu hse, went home awhile ltr
saw sister, kenny &xiaoniao &kpt
talk to them awhile, then sister follow me go take bus
at my house downstair wait 372 so long
aft that went home le (:

today meet darling, mike &xiujun at gugu hse
cos ii wanna put my stuffs there
then going to late ii like keep asking them faster
today 4n3 gt spot check
mengsoon may god bless you
aft sch went darling hse wait for him to change
then went hg mall mall
aft that went to bugis, rush rush rush
finally ! aft that took cab back to sch
slack then went over to gugu hse
after that darling send me home
now blogging gonna call him soooon

tomorrow serangoon vs fuchun
good luck to all, pls cut your nails (:

Labels: ,



Tuesday, January 22, 2008 @ 7:36 PM

sorry that ii did not post ytd
cos ii was tooo tired and lazy
okayys sch as usual
but there was spot check for my class
me &pepper did not get caught
but kenny & a few more did get caught
oh may god bless kenny's butt
then went hme change &went back to sch for training
oh so tiring &extremely HOT !
aft training went to gugu hse &meet darling &co.
aft a while home sweet home !

today woke up a little later than usual
cos ii was tooo lazy to get out of bed
then went to sch
went to library for mr yeo's scolding session
quite funny though
if there's disruptive behaviour in class
1st offence: 1 week suspention
2nd offence: 1 month suspention
3rd offence: suspended till 'N' lvls/ dismissed
LOLS
then aft sch went over to gugu hse
slack awhile home sweet home

reached home quarreled with mum
my mum thought ii gt meet ppl last friday
but ii never but she think ii gt
WTF, nvm but the truth is ii did not
so there's nothing ii am afraid of
you want play come on, go ahead
& thanks chuanho :D

well gonna call darling up later
but for now, may all the bad luck in me be gone
hope tomorrow will be a better day
Eunice recover sooooon xD


Sunday, January 20, 2008 @ 2:59 PM

***Your IQ Is 85***


Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average

Your Verbal Intelligence is Average

Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional

Your General Knowledge is Average

***Your Passion is Purple!***


You've got a ton of passion, but you don't always wear it on your sleeve.
If something truly excites you, you let your inner intensity shine through.
But otherwise, your passion tends to morph into energy ... which you never lack.
You're a balanced woman, knowing when to turn on the fire in your heart.

***You Are 42% Scary***


You're a pretty normal, nice girl... but you definitely have your scary moments.
As long as you acknowledge them and apologize, you'll probably keep your guy around.

***You've Been Bit By the Shopping Bug!***


You're constantly adding to your wardrobe - and it shows
However, you can show some restraint. You love good deals.
Your love of the clearance rack has paid off...
You probably have only maxed out card or two, if at all!

***You Are Likely A Forth Born***


At your darkest moments, you feel angry.
At work and school, you do best when your analyzing.
When you love someone, you tend to be very giving.

In friendship, you don't take the initiative in reaching out.
Your ideal jobs are: factory jobs, comedy, and dentistry.
You will leave your mark on the world with your own personal philosophy.

***You're a Romantic Kisser***


For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

okayys done, its not that true after all
well ii am bored already
just hope it will be tml soon
& ii am gonna go do my summary now
bye peeps :D


@ 2:09 PM

okayys ii just woke up, finished my lunch
today ii am staying at home
& let my pathetic ankles rest
so that ii can play properly
guess ii am gonna stick to the com for the whole day
again ! well darling is working
calling him at night
gonna do my summary ltr, if not ii am gonna
get a handful &earful from him tml
LOLS

but then first ii think ii am gonna go
go Blogthings first !
hahas, may god bless all the sad people
smile (:
iLoveDARLING :D


Saturday, January 19, 2008 @ 11:28 PM

alrights finally ii back home
actually wanna go gugu hse and meet them
then my darling go scare my at my hse downstairs
wow scare my bloody balls off, LOLS
then went to cp, meet them in the train
them- xiujun, mike, marcus, steph &boon hao
of course darling(: then went to vivo
buy nc16 movie ticket very happy
go walk ard, went to pet safari,...
when movie gonna start, FCUK !
cannot go in check ic, FUCK golden village
upside down, spoil my bloody mood
aft that took 80, karaoke in the bus
damn fun, i Love it!

went to hg there change bus
went to downtown chalet
it's mingyang's birthday, alot of ppl there
lynn &co., lu alvin, ...
slack awhile there
then steph wanna go, so mike, xj, steph, marcus
darling and of course me went home
alighted at cp, buy mac for my bro
then walk home with darling
reached home ard 10
so tired! but overall nice day out ;D

*to all the sad ppl out there
no sad no sad !
sam's here, everything will be fine (:
& of course of course iLoveyou darling ^^


@ 11:13 AM

ii woke up ard, gonna phone darling at ard 12?
to see he wake up ard anot
okayys ytd match was quite okay lahhs
at least serangoon scored 8
against riverside sec
well ii sprained my ankle !
sch as usual ytd, went hme to change
then come back to sch
gt a new jersey, its black and grey
quite nice, then went over to sports sch to play

aft the match marcuskorr &darling came over to sch
to meet steph & me
went to gugu hse to slack awhile
home sweet home

ii ankle still hurt now
ltr going out with steph, marcus, mike,xj, &...
also not sure, well now ii am gonna rest first
shall blog again tonight
see my moodd

&Eunice is missed ;D


Thursday, January 17, 2008 @ 9:02 PM

okayys reached home ard 730 today
tml's match is with riverside not so sure
ii know is river something something
so good luck to all ;D

sch as usual today, but ii seem tired today
recess-ed with fiona today
then aft sch went to darling's house
wait for hime to change waa pressure
his mum and grandmum, so weird
LOLS
aft tat slacked with xj at basketball court
while waiting for darling to play finish
aft tat went to gugu hse
slack awhile, home sweet sweet
gonna have an early night today
tired tired tired
gonna phone fionana &huixin soon

*Eunice take good care of yourself
sorry that ii cant visit you
but ii am giving you my best wished here
ii really cant bear to see you like this
recover my dear, take care
Love, samantha (:


Wednesday, January 16, 2008 @ 7:22 PM

today's match against sports school
hmms, okayys not that good aft all
ii dont know the score, but ii know we lost
sch as usual, dismissed at 1230
cos gt a match, eat then took bus there
play for 1 match, then rest
aft that wait for the bus so long
finally boarded the bus, slept inside
reached sch, me &steph went over to gugu hse

slacked awhile there then home sweet home
today ii am gonna sleeep early cos ii damn tired
& my skin is tanned ! okayys wordless

why the hell must you blame me &yourself
ii know you are angry with yourself &all that
when ii am concerned about you, ii went over to ask
you what happened the answer you gave me, ii am
just so wordless, it is my fault? no it's not
& this is the first time ii am so sure about that
it's them who control it not me, please get things clear
ii am not angry with you or what, is just that, you,
as a friend, why must you be like this? once again
if you think it's my fault, i'm sorry.


*names will not be mentioned.

Labels:



Tuesday, January 15, 2008 @ 7:41 PM

lets see where did ii go today
sch as usual, ii did pay attention
aft sch ii need to rush to hg mall
to meet my mum &go ps to change her bag
ii buy for her then she dun like
okok then change ard, go eat bk
rush back to sch, training for awhile
went to gugu hse

go there bathe & some sort of training
& gugu bully me, she pinch me, omg pain lahhs
did many stregthening stuffs
aft that crapped awhile with darling
home sweet home :D

same thing ii am gonna eat, bathe call my darling &sleeeeeep
tomorrow is serangoon sec vs. singapore sports school
venue: singapore sports school
good luck to all of us, hope we can make our mark here

things are starting to get a little better
not so suay ard, but then *
hope it will stay like this
thank god for everything, AMEN :D
ii Love you but ii Love ChuanHo more. ^^


Monday, January 14, 2008 @ 7:35 PM

okayy so my outing ytd wtih my sis
is quite okay though, watched 1 missed call
its not really a good show, abiit meaningless
went cathay to watch, the shop ard at ps
reached hme ard 930??

today sch as usual
aft sch went hme change
& went netball training, tiring
tml gt training again, but is a light one, i hope
tournament is coming wed&fri
OMFG, how? how? how?

nowadays ii am very suay
one problem over another 1 come
WTF, ii had enough man
if there's anything ii can do to stop this
ii will you know, ii will
ii am so sick &tired of all this
okayy ii stop here
time for me to eat, bathe call darling &sleeep
hope tomorrow will be a better day :D


Sunday, January 13, 2008 @ 12:11 PM

okayys didnt intend to blog but ii am bored
ii am going out with my sis ltr
watching movie maybe?
ii think ii am watching 1 missed call
at vivo city?
woke up ard 11 today but ii am still very tired
tomorrow is sch again
ii am getting a little lazy ard

shall blogg more about today
if ii have the time at night
& darling please update ur blog
oh gosh ii havent finish my homework
well well ii hope things are fine tomorrow
&iLoveyou :D


Saturday, January 12, 2008 @ 2:07 PM

finally ii am blogging again
almost 1 week nvr blog le cos got many things to do
okayys lets see what happened this week

monday ii cant really rmb what happened
but ii know ii am with my darling
tuesday netball training but dun really have the mood
cos my mum think ii skip sch on that day
cos my hair got caught then teacher nvr take my attendance
sch call my mum &she thought ii pon sch
nvm ii explain ard, so ii think its okay ard

wed ii oso cant really rmb what happen
but then ii was with my darling also
thurs no netball training but then ii went nyp with 4ed
LOLS, its very siian so me &darling ran out
& went to gugu hse & slack
ii am not from that class so nvm but darling &alvin got detention
well on fri, ii got guides then aft that ii went to find darling
ii feel so stressed, nvm dun talk about it le
jus hope for the better

& today got cca orientation in sch
woke up at ard 7 call darling his hp gt prob
so meet zhihao instead
then went sch, ard 11 went to gugu hse
hais sad things happen
cheer up ppl especially gugu, dun be sad
okayys ii shall stay at home
& really pray for the best things that can ever happen in life

& lastly&truely ii Love Chuan Ho xD


Sunday, January 6, 2008 @ 2:54 PM

Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothings greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it’s draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love


@ 12:37 PM

today ii guess ii am going cp with my bro ltr?
okayys still not confirm yet
cos ii wanna buy my story book
tonight gonna stay at home
cos ii wanna watch channel 5, alien vs predator 1
so no phone calls please

yesterday woke up ard 11
then call fionana up
meeting her ard 1pm at cp of cos
my mum &bro going cp to pull teeth, LOLS
saw jiawei &co., & guangxiangkorr &billy
crapped awhile, me &fionana took 80 to marina
the bus trip was longer then before
so very siian reached there eat eat eat
then go find things for darling
okayys buy something very lame for him
& trust me its very lame, dun tok abt it le
LOLS, aft tat took train back to ps
fionana going vivo find her mum
& ii am going gugu hse to find darling
so ii alighted at kovan cos ii cant stand the train anymore
then took bus down there
reached there slacked awhile
then home sweet home

& ii guess things are getting a little bit better?
hope it can get better as time passes
well well, i Love you alot (:


ii wanna CASH, cash & MORE CASH.
maybe a credit card from my dad would be perfect :D


hais now one problem over there's another thing in my head
so stress can, how am ii suppose to cope with so many things?
firstly ii am taking my Nlvls this year actually ii am suppose
to take my o's but then.. so Nlvls, ii must get <19 points
in order to be promoted to sec5 or ii choose to go higher Nitec
but my current aim is <15 points dont know whether ii can do it
anot but ii am trying my very best, ii dont want my life to go
down the drain like that. let's see how is my results first
but ii really hope ii can be someone that is useful & not useless
may god bless me &students from 4n1, 4n2, 4n3
& of course my wonderful &beautiful class with jus 22 ppl, 4n4 :D


Friday, January 4, 2008 @ 7:41 PM

sorry ii didnt update the past few days
first day of school is quite fine
abiit bored lahhs
talks talks &talks
jiao-ed alot with my 'NEW' classmates
like alex, pepper &kenny
suratman is my co-form teacher, oh he sucks
but my form teacher is mdm chong, former 3ee07' teacher
quite good though
aft sch gt training, tiring:D
second day of school lessons started
okayys many teacher ii liked
like maths mr teo, chem mr ng
aft sch go gugu hse with darling&co.
then hme sweet hme

today sch as usual
well ii am the sports manager, LAUGHS (:
alex chairman, pepper discipline LOLS
okayys, hope we'll work along well
then aft sch go hme change
netball training
aft training, oh btw there's like no training
cos coach is not here
then ii went to gugu hse
find darling, hais WORDLESS !
okayys, shall not explain further
hope things will get better
ii believe tomorrow will be a better day :D

iLoveyouStillmyDARLING


Tuesday, January 1, 2008 @ 4:14 PM

okayys here's where ii went on 31st
woke up quite early
then gt ready cos netballers are going msthia's hse
ii really miss her lots
then had pizzas there
me & a few people swimmed there
many funny things happen oso
then ii bathe a gt ready
off ii went to gugu hse
to meet seansister &junjie
chatted with marcus awhile
sean went to rp awhile
joining us ltr
junjiekorr abiit moody

then ltr xj, ms, jn, jj, sean &me
went to clarke quay
in the train ii suggested jj to pei me to the other end
then suggested that when the door open
we run all the way to the other end
but then we are tooo late the doors closed
so we ps-ed the rest LOLS
so meet them at clarke quay
that place is soooo packed
we walked alot
finally alvin came & we meet him
aft the countdown &fireworks
took train back to hougang
then walked to upper
ii slacked awhile then ii took cab hme
sean pei-ed me, cos he going rp
cab fare $7, ex lohhs
reached hme ard 2plus
nice day out
now just woke up only, sooo tired
tml is school again
hope to have a good year ahead (:

happy new year to all :D