Wednesday, December 19, 2007 @ 7:30 PM

okayys ii am back to blogg
well monday was netball training
before training ii went to 401 to meet fionana&renny
to have lunch, aft tat off to sch for training
aft tat went to kovan with fionana &renny
eat &stuufs then hme swt hme
tuesday was netball training oso
but before training ii meet zhihao indian
go pei him buy uniform
then went to kovan to eat
aft tat went to sch for training
tiring, sad thing is ii injured my back
well aft training ii went to gugu hse
slack awhile, didnt manage to meet darling
nvm, a while ltr ii went hme
today was training
before that ii meet fionana at cp
buy my bubble tea, hahas
then spot renny in the bus
training was tiring, my knee &back hurt alot
nearly vomitted, maybe ii am nt a g netballer aft all
hais, nvm ii will try (:
ang came, aft training ii went to gugu hse again
slack awhile, help ard then ii went hme

tml going out with zhihao &fionana
looking forward to a fun day
LOLS.

now ii am starting to worry abt my N'lvls
next year, what if ii fail?
how am ii suppose to face my parents
ii have disappoint them dozens of times
ii cant afford to disappoint them again
they are getting older day by day
ii dun wan then to feel sad or anything
ii jus want to see them happy
ii am contented, but why must things turn out this way
what if ii fail, how would my future be?
ii really wanna go up to sec5
the future is in my own hands
but how am ii suppose to control it
if ii cant even control myself?
can someone jus enlighten me
ii am lost, but ii promise myself to work hard
may god bless me (:
merry christmas &happy new year to all :D