Monday, August 11, 2008 @ 6:33 AM

hello ! i'm home, frm malaysia
saturday, woke up got ready cabbed dwn to KL
then took 5plus flight back to sg
OMG, taking plane alone is boring
aft a long delay, reached sg at ard 7
cabbed home, changed
then went pool, gave darling a surprise
aft that went plaza meet shirley
went my hse dwnstairs slacked till 345am
then home

i aint perfect
i'm not perfect
samantha is not perfect
i'm inperfect or imperfect
*dont knw how to spell

practice makes perfect
but no one is perfect, so why practice?

you see, prefect is spelt like perfect
just that the r &e the other way round
so wanna be sch prefect also but be perfect in rafi's eyes

so person A might find you perfect &person B not
you can nvr be perfect in the world's eyes
dont tell me you talk to the DM &your boyf in the same attitude
maybe you do, but how bout your best friend &someone you hate?
maybe you say you talk the same
what about when you're angry &when you're happy?

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maybe everyone sees me as a innocent &childish person
seriously i myself sometimes have difficultly
understanding me myself
just found out something
many ppl ard have no bloody idea what i'm thinking
i admit i'm a selfish person
i do things without going through my brain
i do what i think that i will be happy
i nvr thought of the feelings for the ppl ard me
i'm aware that i might have hurt ppl ard me
i dont have a lifetime to change, *something i learnt tday
i guess i have to do what i can do now
before it's too late

i found out another thing is
i have great ppl ard me
'they' gave me tonnes of chances
when i commit a mistake agn &agn
i didnt realise that till today
sorry pals!
i have to make amendments to my mistakes
before it's too late to even bother to change

its hard to kick a habit
just like quit smoking
but i believe if i have the determination
i can do it. *not quit smoking okay.
i used* to say i'm born like that, change for what?
i realised thinking that way is WRONG!
if everyone thinks like me
i dont think s'pore will have mrt, lrt
shopping malls, schools, buildings &homes
one must learn to improve one's thinking &belief
if ppl dont do that, then ppl will be forever stuck there
not moving to a higher level of life
why history &geography got revised edition
&new edition, etc..
so the world is improving also.

i dont need time
i just need a oppurtunity.

everyday is a new day, new start
the sun is up high, the other part of the world
is experiencing night, sleeping perhaps?
i hope the wonderful sun will clean all the sins i did ytd
&give me a chance to be a better person today
who says samantha cant push the Eiffel tower?
she shall be the first one to do it.