Tuesday, August 26, 2008 @ 7:31 PM

Monday
went over to pepper's hse to meet her
then took 74 over to amk
saw mdm cheung on bus
LOL, then alighted ard hub
walked over to to find pepper's mum
then her baby sister is adorable
accompanied them awhile
walked over to posb
as pepper wants to deposit money
then went over to hub to buy bubble tea
walked to a kfc, eat
then walked to 74 bustop
took till mall then changed bus home
reached home at ard 1030pm

today, no one came school
hun, pepper, kenny, jasper nvr come school
so it was a boring day
no one to crap with me
anyway, chatted with mr teo during lessons
aft school meet pepper outside school
then took bus over to hun's hse
meet kenny, weishen &jasper dwnstairs
then slacked at his hse
went dwnstairs to eat with pepper
then watched tv
went home at ard 630

so many things came out of nowhere again. problems after problems. maybe i am at fault. but what rights do you have to criticise me like this. do you still call yourself a man? fancy you being a year older than us. what's your motive for doing all this? you want to ruin my relationship with jiyou or let everyone around me leave me? i know you aint a stupid person. you do all this because you know you will have something better in return. get the facts right! have some textual knowledge before acting. i may have offended you in some ways before. you used to tell me, what's done is done. since our relationship is over, why bother rake things out again? you're just practically making the situation worse. i still cannot confirm what did you say about me. be it factual or lies. through this battle of facts, we shall see. only intelligent people tells lies, i believe you are considered one of them. i believe that there are many cluttered misunderstandings between us. but dont you ever forget what you told me before. things that you do, you think you have applied a layer of foundation and no one can see your flaws. whatever you've been doing, the world's watching. i am very interested in the lies that you've spoken and blantanly placed it on my mouth. I do not have to defend myself about the dramatic crap cause people with normal level of intelligence would intepret it for themselves! no matter how tragic the results are gonna be, i thank everyone that have been beside me all the while, helping me, pulling me through every crisis. i definitely hope that our lord in heaven can do some justice.

about another problem that happened between me and my relatives:
i seriously hope that your daughter would be blogging and she can show you this post that i am gonna pan you. you being a mother of three children, could behave like that and say such words. wow, what a joke. i wonder how would you be able to mould your kids into sucessful figures in future.
there are so many things in the world you can criticise about my cousin, his tattoos, his piercings.. but why in the name of god would you criticise his scars? do you think he wants it? this shows how COLD you are. laughing at people's misfortune? my boyf also got scars, if you dare say about him, i'll cut your face. do you think they want it. Isnt it sad that one's face got slashed just because he was there? For no apparent reason. For nothing. how would you feel if it is your face that is scarred? shame on you.
at least they have the courage to face the world, instead of hiding at home.

problems are happening to me continuosly, set me free.
i dont want any of this to affect my relationship with jiyou.
thats my biggest worry, but i shall prevent any possibility of such events from happening.
i cant make myself believe anyone around me now.
&all i love is him.