Tuesday, September 30, 2008 @ 12:30 AM

i guess i would have to waste my whole life time
doing one thing: 'Waiting' but i dont mind, cos i love you.

hello i am back again
2 more days to my 16th birthday
yet another year of a lonely birthday
i wish for nothing much just 'that'
you know?! just 'that'. but nobody understands
in actual fact, seriously no one knows..

Monday
didnt sleep the night before
was a little annoyed by someone
okay was mugging on my science
slept at around 6am for just 2 hrs
then prepared and mum bought mac
but she bought the muffin with cheese
GRR, so didnt eat it, SAD ):
ate just the hash browns and milo
and daddy fetched me to school
okay i think my dad is not angry with me alr
reached school saw jasper
went to canteen and studied with him
then went up hall for chemistry paper
oh it was quite difficult, i think i'd fail
hais aft that was biology paper
i think i'd fail that too
one day 3 paper really BTH, tiring siol
2pm is E maths paper 1
i think i'd fail that too
OMG, i dont know whr have all my self esteem gone
so i guess i have to work much harder for paper2
aft paper went home to change
then headed to meet pepper
i met her in train then went over to isetan
helped out with the arrangement
and checked stock, the boxes are so heavy
aft that went mac to eat, smoke, slack
then headed back to hg at ard 9plus
went plaza lan play audi awhile
then headed to rp to meet shirley
who knows she went home alr
LOL, she still say wanna meet
okay nvm then walked home aft that
reached home at ard 1130pm

i think i am flunking my whole nlvl
i dont even have the hope of going sec5
i guess i am gonna work and earn money
then take private o's, it's a better route
rather wasting time on ite, at least i can work
and then take o's, anyway it's just my plan
but of course i wanna go sec5(:

okay no pics recently, upload when i have them

i feel like giving you 1 tight slap on your face
but i cant bring myself to do it
because i still love you, you're sucha JERK!

Sunday, September 28, 2008 @ 3:11 AM

hey babe you look great with your new hair
study hard yall.

monday's n levels
and it will be over very soon

Friday
woke up very early in morning
then i was informed that i have to go over to BHG
which is in bugis, thats far
i was still considering whether to bus or train over
in the end i took train over
that place is seriously boring
at certain times it's extremely flooded
at that point we would be very busy
and the shoes are very difficult to take
and at certain times there would be no one
so i would be rotting there
luckily i have a very nice china friend
her name is xiejing, she's helps me all the time
but i wont be seeing her often alr
cos i am helping out with robinson's now
with their grand sale at expo
okay, so had lunch, work full day
punch out at 930 pm
walked over to mrt station
meet pepper at dhouby then went over to plaza
slack for awhile headed to rp
then walked home(:


thats why i say the shoes are very difficult to take.


an idea invented by me(:, so it will get people's attention.


it's just a temporary badge

Saturday
woke up early also about 8am
bathe then my mum cooked rice for me
after eating photocopied my IC and bank book
then headed off to take 27 to tampines
who knows, i was soso tired i fell asleep in bus
then i missed my stop, okay when i woke up it's too late
decided to take over to changi airport
so that i can take train over
when i reach changi airport, it's alr 9.55am
i am running late, decided to cab over
and the taxi driver asked me
whether i've got any luggage, like DUH?!
LOL, then aiport's surcharge is $3
omg so go one cab $2.80+$3+$0.30=$6.10
so expensive, reached there about $8.80
wasted-.- then prepared for opening
normal working day at expo
as it was saturday, business was quite good
went for lunch, slacked
then punch out at 8pm
took bus over to rp to meet shirley
slacked there, then headed over to hg plaza
to meet pepper, pepper talked to her friends
while i was rotting there
then took 119 back to rp again
slack and waited for my parents to cme over
and they fetched me home(:

p/s i have got green shit
seriously, i dont know what scared me
i think it's the flying cockroach outside my house
LOL =x

no pictures on saturday
was too busy
dont think i can attend for work today
i slipped and hurt my ankle in the toilet
and my legs is bleeding, shit man!
sunday sales surely alot, i hope to be fine ltr on

you look great in my eyes:D

Friday, September 26, 2008 @ 3:16 AM

1 more week to my Birthday
a surprise for me?
hahas, i am waiting for kenny's surprise
pepper's surprise
daniel's present
celebrate tgt with shirley
and open pool table(:

boohoo, whr have you been?
i miss you honey:D

Thurday
okay woke up early in the morning
prepared and took bus over to tampines
then took train over to expo
1st day of work there
got a name tag from robinsons
but it's not my name -.-
anyway i will make it my name ltr..
then was on my feet for the whole day
expect for lunch and dinner break
but ahfa let me off early
cos he say i have another long day
okay so went over to plaza to meet shirley
meijin and leow was over there also
was chatting about bikes
then pepper end work alr
so went over hg plaza to meet her
slacked for awhile
took bus back to plaza
stayed there for awhile then walked home

Labels: i'll be waiting for you.

Thursday, September 25, 2008 @ 2:00 AM

hey dude i miss you!

Wednesday
okay so woke up at ard 3pm
a very soothing sleep of mine
then ate kfc bought from my mum
bathe, and packed up the house
watched a show 'The Bachelor'
it's a nice love story with a twist
then prepared and headed to plaza
meet shirley over there studied
then headed to hougang plaza
to meet pepper and pass her money
slacked at the toilet for awhile
then returned back to rivervale plaza
meijin and leow sort of quarrelled
but aft a while they are okay again
LOL, sort of envy them. sunshine after rain(:
they went home tgt aft that
then i continued on my chemistry
finished 2 chapters then walked home

have to reach expo by 10am tmr
then leave at 1pm for dnt lessons
return back to expo by 6pm
so it will be a tiring day for me
anyway i am going audi soon
meeting pepper there, lol

here's some photos for the day..


after studying for a long time..

i am finally reading what i wrote(:


and now, time for a smoke break:D


and now water break.


and now selecting tracks to get my mood back

okay credits to shirley, she took those photo
i seriously think she have some kinda talent
hahas, future photographer..

okay bye now(:

Wednesday, September 24, 2008 @ 1:45 AM

my days still pass
23 days without you.

heyhey my birthday is arriving in 8 days

7 papers next week
paper 3,4,5,6 E maths 1,2 & history
oh god, stressful man
but aft that, i can have fun
and dnt paper on 9th

good luck everyone!

with one simple telephone call
you leave me here with nothing at all.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008 @ 5:44 PM

i must say 22 days was a long run.
but still, it remains unchanged.
i hope it would not turn out to be a hoax

9 more days to my 16th birthday(:

went to school on thursday for dnt lessons
went to jiyou's hse for mahjong on friday
went for goldlion's interview on saturday
then slacked ard hougang, home at ard 3am
first day of work on sunday
was posted alone at isetan scotts
it was a very boring day
had to learn things, within a day
also have to pack up
monday was my 2nd day of work
had to reach that place early
to prepare, pepper came ard 2pm
then i left that place at 540pm
went home for sme sleep
then meet pepper at hg plaza at night

today, need to set up things at expo
great thing is i'm OFF tmr
hahas, can sleep till enough
cos fredde say i will be down all the way
until 5th of oct, so he give me a break
okay let the pictures tell the story.

Labels: work like there's no tomorrow.

Thursday, September 18, 2008 @ 12:00 AM

Day(s) to end of nlvl: 21
Day(s) to my birthday: 14

Day(s) without Jiyou: 17

Wednesday
a super tiring day for me
woke up at ard 3pm
msged pepper, bathed and eat
then went cp to meet pepper
walked ard to search for jobs
end up at banquet for food
it's expensive and not really nice either
and wasted money on green tea
$2 per bottle so expensive
the offer finished alr and they nvr say
so next time must clever abit
slacked at cp for awhile
then took train over to hg mall
job hunt at hg mall
found ard 10 jobs
just waiting for them to call me
so hopefully they'll give me a call
then headed to plaza
saw leixuan there, so jio-ed him play pool
and pepper went lan with mingzhen i think
definitely playing dota, LOL
so played ard 8 rounds with leixuan
then close table, no loser punch
so $8 each, quite expensive
then headed to rp
cant find shirley there, so walked home
reached home ard 1045pm

i hope to get a job, so i can be occupied
and not thinking too much on things
but still, i miss him like before
hunnie bunnie(:

Labels: thanks for the memories.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008 @ 1:18 AM

Day(s) to end of nlvl: 22
Day(s) to my birthday: 15

Day(s) without Jiyou: 16

Tuesday
woke up at ard 1 watched tv
bathe and watched tv again
did 2 topics on chemistry
then eat a very late lunch at 4pm
but a nice one, by my mum
then slept for awhile, woke up at 5pm
changed then went mall to meet pepper
went mall for an interview
i cant wait to get a job
my parents aint gonna give my money anymre
so i got to rely on myself
aft that went mall outside for a smoke
i still got sme knida phobia
i dont want to get caught anymre
so i just watched pepper smoke
aft that went to the usual void deck
i smoked there, but still quite scared
then walked over to plaza
watched her play touchscreen again
aft awhile took bus to rp
did my maths, shirley was there also
aft awhile pepper went home
then meijin ask me go play candle with her
so played along -.- hahas, not bad
headed home at ard 1115pm






was watching tv on air craft accidents
so this pathetic plane
was the newest plane made in peru
when the plane starts having probs
the wind speed indicator spoil
many main instruments spoil
the plane is flying too low
and eventually, it sinked in the ocean
walao a few thousands of ppl die
seriously god is too demanding..

super bo liao now!
i miss you!

Tuesday, September 16, 2008 @ 12:51 AM

Day(s) to end of nlvl: 23
Day(s) to my birthday: 16

Day(s) without Jiyou: 15

Monday
woke up at ard 11
waited for my mum to buy food
aft eating, prepared
then headed to jj to cut hair
pepper came then waited for me
aft that acc pepper to eat
then walked over to bustop
to take 74 to hg mall
took train over to SGH
had a hard time finding the block
then forgot to buy food
so need to go back and buy
cant seem to find the food court
the whole seems to be a maze
bought some kinda bread instead
went up to visit kenny's grandaunt
chatted for almost 2 hrs
left that place at ard 6
took train over to city hall
pepper wanna go marina to buy a wallet
it's at fourskins, so bought it
then returned back to hg
went plaza played lan agn
aft that went toilet to smoke
WTF, come out of toilet got caught
so write statement, so i wrote my real add
i decided to tell my dad bout this
no point avoiding anymore
okay there goes my 2nd letter HSA
needa go councelling, or maybe court
a total waste of my time
cant wait to be 18
but 18 also not good get fine NEA $200
more expensive, so underage smoking is better
went home aft waiting for pepper to play touchscreen
reached home, explained to my parents
luckily this time they are quite understanding
so nvr really scold me
somehow they gave me a chance
okay so i decided to be good
and stay at home tmr

alrights not gonna go anywhere today
do some of my revisions
and watch tv
definitely going out on wed(:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=59ZX5qdIEB0
check this out, this guy could beatbox and flute tgt
this is super duper awesome(:

Monday, September 15, 2008 @ 1:31 AM

Day(s) to end of nlvl: 24
Day(s) to my birthday: 17

Day(s) without Jiyou: 14

still cant get to sleep yet
was watching history channel just now
and it was like saying our universe
is expanding in an infinite speed..
just reminds me of him (:

was slacking in my sofa
and browsing through my msges
went back 4000 msges in my inbox
and i saw many many happy moments
like i love you honey ^^, take care darling(: ,
since you're such an understanding and caring gf....
No doubt about your love, i love you ^^
and i was whining that i was hungry
and he said, oh you want eat fries arh??
LOL, those were our previous days
many many many more, sammato..
omg, tears just rolled dwn my eyes T.T
and a funny one
the sun is burning your butt and you dont wanna wake up?
Lazy ass -.-
thats so sweet of him x333333333333333
&waking up every morning with his msges
Morning honey ^^
that really gives me the energy to jump off my bed(:

i dont believe anyone can make me happier than you do
maybe there is and i havent came across
and definitely not now, cos i still love you so much
i've nvr loved someone so much like you
maybe you have some kinda attraction?
hahas, it just got me clinged on..

i'll rmb you for the rest of my life, definitely.
my 33 promises, and my lifetime promise to you.

Labels: are you infatuated?

Sunday, September 14, 2008 @ 7:03 PM

2nd post of the day(:
nvr go anywhere
woke up at ard 4plus

no school tmr
still dont know whr to go
i want to see you again.

i dreamt of me jumping dwn a building with spidey
lol, my heart nearly fly out and stopped
so woke up immediately
can feel my heart in my throat, LOL
i felt spidey's outfit is a lil rubbery
lol, tobey maguire(:




Your Inner Color is Blue
Your Personality: Your natural warmth and intuition nurtures those around you. You are accepting and always follow your heart.
You in Love: Relationships are your top priority, and this includes love. You are most happy when you are serious with someone.
Your Career: You need to help others in your job to feel satisfied. You would be a great nurse, psychologist, or counselor.

You See the World Through Blue Colored Glasses
You live your life with tranquility. You have faith that things will work themselves out with time.You judge all your interactions through the lens of hope. You try to get all the facts before forming your opinion.
You face challenges with wisdom. You know that all bad things pass, and you have the confidence to see problems through.You see love as the utmost expression of trust. Your relationships tend to be peaceful and stable.
At your worst, you can be cool, melancholy, and detached. You sometimes have to step back from emotionally charged situations.You are at your happiest when you are able to reflect and relax.

Your Life Path Number is 6
Your purpose in life is to help others
You are very compassionate, and you offer comfort to those around you.It pains you to see other people hurting, and you do all in your power to help them.
You take on responsibility, and don't mind personal sacrifice. You are the ultimate giver.
In love, you offer warmth and protection to your partner.
You often give too much of yourself, and you rarely put your own needs first.
Emotions tend to rule your decisions too much, especially when it comes to love.
And while taking care of people is great, make sure to give them room to grow on their own.

@ 3:29 AM

Day(s) to end of nlvl: 25
Day(s) to my birthday: 18

Day(s) without Jiyou: 13

Saturday
woke up at ard 4
pepper asked me to go over jiyou's hse
at first thought there was mahjong
but enough ka alr
in end slacking there
aft mahjong end, waited for pepper
then went over mall to eat
okay another expensive meal
aft that went hg plaza for lan
played dota for awhile
then went over xiwei's hse dwnstairs for a drink
i asked pepper to buy just 2 bottles
but she wanted 3
in the end we can only finish 2 1/4
wasted! took photos, smoke, games
then it's getting a little bored
went back to hg plaza
played dota at lan again
finally i manage to kill a hero
confusing game-.-
walked over to 401 after that
eat, i eat super slow, cos i was deep in my thoughts
aft that pepper went off
i walked home
when i was at upper serangoon road
i saw a guy stopping a cab and puking like hell
and it stopped 2 times
lol, pathetic guy
walked all the way home, tiring journey
reached home ard 3.15am

current life: sucks like hell
let me scrutinize why

no boyf, well i know wanting a miracle to happen
is totally impossible, but wanna let everyone know
i still love him, no one can replace him
not at this moment at least.

family, mum and dad forever not at home
or when i am at home they are out
or when i am out they at home
no money daily allowance anymore
every single cent i am spending now
is my own savings since sec1
dad goes drinking
mum goes casinos
no maid, means have to do housework
well i dont mind, i'm just afraid of cockroaches

school, last day of school alr
i still have doubts about my work
n's coming, stress increasing
i think even if i can make it to sec5
the school wont accept me
due to my attitude and stuffs like that

friends, i seriously have doubts
about every single fuck that is happening now
no point trusting anyone now
you have no bloody idea what's gonna happen next
just concentrate on my studies will do
as long as they do not affect me

personality, everyone hates me
due to my attitude and behaviour
my close ones hate me
my exboyf hates me
my parents hate me
my brother hates me
DM hates me
i seriously doubt my own ability
i really want to change
but can i?
i dont even have the least confidence
that i should have, low self esteem
even if i do change, would they even care
or would he even notice?
take one step at a time..

check out mdm juliana's blog http://juliana2608.blogspot.com/












was playing chess with shirley at plaza on friday
it was a little bored so did this(:

Labels: missing you through and through

Saturday, September 13, 2008 @ 1:40 AM

Day(s) to end of nlvl: 26
Day(s) to my birthday: 19

Day(s) without Jiyou: 12

Friday
tried my best to wake up in the morning
then meet pepper at 401
walked to school, luckily got school song
then we're not late
no lessons for us
so it's super duper boring
watched youtube during dnt
showed mdm cheung funny videos
then ordered kfc and pizza
it's 4n4 farewell party
mr teo &mr goh was also in our class
watched a complied powerpoint slides
of our class, omg then i saw him
dont know whether to be happy or what
well aft that took photos
wow, quite a great day
aft school went home
had a nap, then prepared
then headed to mall to meet pepper
eat, shopped ard
decided to go hg plaza lan to play
okay so dota-ed, pepper keep OWNAGE!
'taste my skin' lol, funny experience
played audition also
aft that went void deck to slack
walked to hg plaza bustop
pepper went home, i went rp to meet shirley
slack, smoke, played chess, crapped
talked to her until 1plus then headed home(:

still dont know where to go today
definitely need to replenish my sleep..

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Friday, September 12, 2008 @ 12:15 AM

Day(s) to end of nlvl: 27
Day(s) to my birthday: 20

Day(s) without Jiyou: 11

Thursday
so slept all the way until 1plus
helped out with mum in house work
then went cp with her
she wanna go marina so acc her there
aft that meet zhiweikorr
and my mum went to meet my sis
then slacked ard esplanade
lol, he is so obsessed with msging
okay, so went rooftop awhile
cant smoke, decided to go dwn
and slack ard singapore river
cam whored, looking at the merlion
LOL, smoked and enjoying the view
waited for pepper to come
walked ard raffles shopping centre
and he snatched my phone, -.-
here's quite a lame conversation:

'korr arh, you think i buy what thing for jiyou better?'
his reply: 'you stupid or what, also break alr..'
'break alr also can buy thing one mah'
his reply: 'you think you buy thing he will accept meh?'
'you never try, you'll never know'
his reply: 'okay, then you buy loh, aiya, people bday also never buy thing'
'aiya, you want me buy thing for you then say la'
his reply: 'bo xim means bo xim la hor'
'okay la okay la, what you want?'
his reply: 'hmms, how bout a gucci belt?' *winks
'ohya, i thought of buying a AIX belt for jiyou leh, nice not?'
his reply: 'sua la, whole brain jiyou. talk to you waste time'
'steady la, dont angry, what you want?'
his reply: 'buy me that river island shirt la'
'okay, sure, the day i patch with jiyou i buy for you(:'
his reply: 'oh then i think i will have to wait till next year'
that really make me go crazy, he have been spilling 'cold water'
on me for the whole day alr, cant stand him..

okay so pepper arrived, we meet her at citylink mall
then acc her hunt present for kenny
zhiwei is giving her advise on what to buy
i dont have any great ideas, so no comments
then went outside marina to slack
looking at the beautiful moon, enjoying the breeze
slacked then took train back to hg
slacked at some place with pepper
zhiwei went home, home at ard 10pm

Thursday, September 11, 2008 @ 7:26 AM

Day(s) to end of nlvl: 28
Day(s) to my birthday: 21

Day(s) without Jiyou: 10

Wednesday
slept all the way until 5plus
shirley jio me go swimming
so headed to anchorvale cc
reached there, swim for awhile
then went cp with shirley,meijin,leow,alfred,tuanhung
and ate sakae sushi
okay was so damn full
then headed to plaza
slack for awhile, then home ard 9

today, wanted to go school
but my mum nvr wake me up
so forget it, i am waiting for my mac breakfast
and meeting pepper later
going swimming in the aftn with yunting







i have not seen you for 2 days alr
i miss you man!
i hope that you're fine, Love you xoxo

Wednesday, September 10, 2008 @ 1:23 PM

Day(s) to end of nlvl: 29
Day(s) to my birthday: 22

Day(s) without Jiyou: 9

Tuesday
stayed at home until 3plus
sleep &helped to clean the house
waited for pepper to prepare
then went over to mall to meet her
slack ard, waited for kenny to come
so it's their one year anniversary
i think they had fun? LOL
shopped ard mall
kenny went to songka after that
so me and pepper went plaza for lan
at first we thought the lan closed
aft that pepper called her bro
then found out that the lan moved inside
okay so we went up -.-
aft an hour or so, we decided to leave
total price is 2.90+2.90= 5.80
but the person count wrongly
so went back to tell that person
then went shop and save buy chocolate
aft that went to void deck slack
took many lame pictures
home at ard 10pm

didnt attend school today
was very tired
cos i went to bed at ard 11 last night
i was turning and turing and i still cant sleep
my whole brain is thinking of him
i guess i missed him too much
until 4 also havent sleep
thats why cant wake up in the mrn
dont know whr to go today
hope kenny's grandaunt operation would be fine(:

Tuesday, September 9, 2008 @ 11:53 AM

Day(s) to end of nlvl: 30
Day(s) to my birthday: 23

Day(s) without Jiyou: 8

Monday
went school, morning assembly,..
aft school went home change
then headed to meet pepper
ate chicken rice
aft that pepper &daniel acc me to stadium
cos yew chien havent come
aft a few rounds
went complex see daniel &yew chien swim
crapped on the phone with yunting
then changed, cabbed to jiyou's hse
started mahjong
home at ard 10pm

today, skipped school
i was so tired in the morning
so continued sleeping
meeting pepper ltr
post more about today agn

Happy 1 year Anniversary Pepper&Rubber(:

when i was waiting for bus home ytd,
i was closing my eyes and picturing him
in my mind, who knows, the next min,
i open up my eyes, raindrop start dropping
so fast. i was listening to my mp3 so i cant
hear any sound of the rain, maybe it's lame
but it really surprised me, idk why..

god is in the rain, the wonderful rain
so yesterday, was sitting in the bustop
the rain became heavier and heavier
until i was wet also, so ran out and
of course drenched, i want god to wash
all my once committed sins away
then i was shivering let hell
went up the bus, everyone's looking at me
cos i was trembling, hahas, but still,
i want to thank god for the best rain yesterday(:

Sunday, September 7, 2008 @ 4:12 AM

Day(s) to end of nlvl: 32
Day(s) to my birthday: 25

Day(s) without Jiyou: 6

it's sunday alr
hopefully days can past as fast
not going anywhere today
need to have ample rest at home
school on monday
last week of school
then we're on our own
if i dont make it for sec5
next week would be my last few days of schooling
cos i think if i dont make it
i would not be going ITE
i think it's a waste of time and money
i will get a job, earn my own money
then study private
these are just my plans,
what happens in future, no one will know.

honey, i miss you so ..

You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And every time you call him
All you get's a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes
You cheated girl
My heart bleeded girl
So it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurt
Just a classic case
A scenario
Tale as old as time
Girl, you got what you deserved
And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right

Saturday, September 6, 2008 @ 1:50 AM

Day(s) to end of nlvl: 33
Day(s) to my birthday: 26

Day(s) without Jiyou: 5

did not sleep the night before
prepared and left home at ard 7
wanted to take bus so can sleep in bus
in the end i am running late
so decided to ask my dad to fetch me there
okay blood test, treatment, etc
worst part is the inserting tube &vomitting part
oh it suck totally, seriously
aft that cannot manage to take train home
cos i feel real weak so ask dad to fetch me home
reached home ard 5
slept for awhile, felt much better
bathe and headed to jiyou's hse
they are playing mahjong
waited for daniel to reach
went 327 for dinner
then aft eating went back to jiyou's hse
mahjong again, i was using com
took over zhihao, as he need to go home
so aft mahjong, took pepper's cab
waited for 80, in the end i missed my last bus
end up walking to shirley's hse
it's dark so asked pepper to call me
chatted walked pass plaza saw shirley there
so walk to her hse tgt
slacked for awhile, walked home.

currently at home
quite tired, nauseous


Happy 1 year Pepper &Kenny :D

Friday, September 5, 2008 @ 3:06 AM

Thursday, September 4, 2008 @ 1:14 AM

Day(s) to end of nlvl: 35
Day(s) to my birthday: 28

Day(s) without Jiyou: 3

i decided to make only 1 post a day
so if i post in the aftn or midnight i'll edit it if i go anywhere
nlvl is ending in 35 days which is 5 weeks
weehee! my birthday is getting closer also
28 days more(: i want him to be by my side
enough alr.. perhaps an oreo cheesecake frm pepper
she say she's gonna buy it for me
and i am just suppose to blow the candles
because i dont take cheese
if she really get it for me, it would be my first cake frm friends
heh heh, i am excited, yes i am.
but at the same time i am sad

i have not been eating for 2 days
except for bread yesterday, and a pathetic bowl of soup
not much appetite, i shall save it for my bday
and i can finish the whole cake!

meet pepper on bus in the mrn
went to school, took EL nlvl
nervous &scared but i manage to finish it
aft that went home change
then meet pepper at mall
went to have western food at 805
walked over to jiyou's hse
slack awhile, watched youtube
then headed to school, for netball
had a fun time with tabitha
hahas, sososo adorable, my future daughter(:
aft netball went back to jiyou's hse
slack awhile the rest started mahjong
waited for sis to call me
then went dwn they fetched me to jalan kayu for prata
wanted to go town at first
but my sis not feeling well so prata instead
meijin called me later on
she says she wanna meet me
so sis fetched me to plaza
chatted &slacked
then, shall not elaborate what happen's next
cabbed home with meijin aft that
chatted at my block dwnstairs for awhile
went home, called pepper, reached home ard 1am (not sure)

just finished bathing
cant get to sleep yet
serious headache!

Wednesday, September 3, 2008 @ 9:49 AM

Day(s) to end of nlvl: 36
Day(s) to my birthday: 29

Day(s) without Jiyou: 2

Tuesday
stayed at home studying till 6plus
walked over to rp to meet pepper
kenny came awhile later
studied alone
the both of them went to pepper's uncle hse
to see how's the renovation going
took awhile, pepper came down crying
she say she heard somethings she shouldnt be hearing
okay, aft that she's fine alr
chatted, then went void deck
aft a while kenny send pepper home
i walked ard sengkang
home at ard 12am

today, woke up at 630
cos paper starts at 8
so i can take my time
meet pepper at 401
walked to school
paper starts at 830
i was so sleepy
aft that took cab with pepper &kenny
going back to school later for ss paper
so i gotta replenish my sleep
&revise on my ss

aft revising &sleeping
headed to school
did my ss paper, i think i can score better this time
aft ss paper headed to cp
jasper insisted on coming
okay so went and top up my card
bought bread, aft eating then headed home

tmr's english paper
i hope for at least a pass?

i soooo scared of my trip to SGH this sat
this time i need to have 2 injections
liver tests, stomach fluid test
i guess i will have to vomit like shit agn





still unable to face you ):

Tuesday, September 2, 2008 @ 1:31 PM

37 days to end of Nlvls
30 days to my birthday

Day 1 without Jiyou

Monday
was woken up by lydia's call
she wanted to pass me her dictionary
so bathe then headed to cp to meet her
collected the dictionary then walked home
hahas, thanks girl
did my chinese paper
okay i manage to finish 2
then got ready, headed to town
jiyou,fiona,alvin,lynn,zhihao,chermaine,jasmine,chitwan
was alr there, they were playing pool
so aft pool alvin suggested neo print
which is sooooo lame, okay played along
aft neo print walked to taka to a bookstore
i was so attracted by a book
i am gonna go and buy it, $17.95
aft that walked over to far east with jiyou,alvin, fiona
the rest went home
pepper &kenny was alr there
acc fiona ard fareast
they went to compass
aft that took train fiona went home
i was sitting in a corner that no one walks
for 3hrs, there's a guy that happen to past by me
asked me "is everything okay with you?"
lol, although is just a casual comment, i am touched
okay roam all over then walked home
reached home ard 2am

today, woke up at 6am
bathe then took bus to 401
meet pepper then walked to school
started chinese paper
at least this time i know what to write
i think i can pass better this time
aft exam took bus to cp
bought darn lots of pads
i think it can supply me till next year
spend ard $25 all on pads
then bought bubble tea then walked home

Monday, September 1, 2008 @ 2:12 AM

Sunday
sleep till 5.30 pm
lol, was darn tired and my bro not at home
so no noise can have a very peaceful sleep
my ahma cooked dinner for me
used com, did a lil bit of chinese
then watched die hard 4.0
went plaza ard 10pm to meet shirley
study(: but she left ard 11
lol so studied alone there
send hunnie happy birthday msg at 12am
but didnt expect to be the last ):
walked home at ard 1230
cos mac closing, weird right
they need to do renovations so closing till morning

Happy 16th Birthday hunnie(:
Happy 3rd month Anniversary(:

Loving you more each day:D