And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me
wondering, it kinda crept up and took me
by surprise, is I never saw it coming
The thing about love.
Saturday, September 13, 2008 @ 1:40 AM

Day(s) to end of nlvl: 26
Day(s) to my birthday: 19

Day(s) without Jiyou: 12

Friday
tried my best to wake up in the morning
then meet pepper at 401
walked to school, luckily got school song
then we're not late
no lessons for us
so it's super duper boring
watched youtube during dnt
showed mdm cheung funny videos
then ordered kfc and pizza
it's 4n4 farewell party
mr teo &mr goh was also in our class
watched a complied powerpoint slides
of our class, omg then i saw him
dont know whether to be happy or what
well aft that took photos
wow, quite a great day
aft school went home
had a nap, then prepared
then headed to mall to meet pepper
eat, shopped ard
decided to go hg plaza lan to play
okay so dota-ed, pepper keep OWNAGE!
'taste my skin' lol, funny experience
played audition also
aft that went void deck to slack
walked to hg plaza bustop
pepper went home, i went rp to meet shirley
slack, smoke, played chess, crapped
talked to her until 1plus then headed home(:

still dont know where to go today
definitely need to replenish my sleep..

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
i'm just a stupid person
i know his reply would be
short, cold &dead
but i still choose to msg him
i just yearn for a reply
just let me disappear from earth
i wanna go neptune..