Tuesday, September 30, 2008 @ 12:30 AM

i guess i would have to waste my whole life time
doing one thing: 'Waiting' but i dont mind, cos i love you.

hello i am back again
2 more days to my 16th birthday
yet another year of a lonely birthday
i wish for nothing much just 'that'
you know?! just 'that'. but nobody understands
in actual fact, seriously no one knows..

Monday
didnt sleep the night before
was a little annoyed by someone
okay was mugging on my science
slept at around 6am for just 2 hrs
then prepared and mum bought mac
but she bought the muffin with cheese
GRR, so didnt eat it, SAD ):
ate just the hash browns and milo
and daddy fetched me to school
okay i think my dad is not angry with me alr
reached school saw jasper
went to canteen and studied with him
then went up hall for chemistry paper
oh it was quite difficult, i think i'd fail
hais aft that was biology paper
i think i'd fail that too
one day 3 paper really BTH, tiring siol
2pm is E maths paper 1
i think i'd fail that too
OMG, i dont know whr have all my self esteem gone
so i guess i have to work much harder for paper2
aft paper went home to change
then headed to meet pepper
i met her in train then went over to isetan
helped out with the arrangement
and checked stock, the boxes are so heavy
aft that went mac to eat, smoke, slack
then headed back to hg at ard 9plus
went plaza lan play audi awhile
then headed to rp to meet shirley
who knows she went home alr
LOL, she still say wanna meet
okay nvm then walked home aft that
reached home at ard 1130pm

i think i am flunking my whole nlvl
i dont even have the hope of going sec5
i guess i am gonna work and earn money
then take private o's, it's a better route
rather wasting time on ite, at least i can work
and then take o's, anyway it's just my plan
but of course i wanna go sec5(:

okay no pics recently, upload when i have them

i feel like giving you 1 tight slap on your face
but i cant bring myself to do it
because i still love you, you're sucha JERK!