Friday, October 31, 2008 @ 3:19 AM

what a satisfying day..

Thursday
was waken up by my mum at 12plus
cos my supervisor called me
lol i left my phone outside
and guess what he called me like 50 over times
dots, i was having diarrhoea in the mrn
he asked me whether i can work
my mum didnt allow cos i got dinner at night
okay then slept all the way till 6
bathe and got ready then went over to spore flyers
eat there then left earlier
my parents are gonna sit that thingy
so i walked over to marina
went over to raffles city robinsons
then took train over to dhoby to meet pepper
went back hg tgt, went to eat mac
then walked over to plaza
kenny and jiyou came awhile later
played pool with kenny
then lepak there for quite a long time
then ard 2plus walked home
it was the worst experience this time

tmr have to work full shift
so got to wake up early
so i dont think i am sleeping tonight

the way i looked into your eyes
and you looked into mine
makes me go crazy, ohhh i love you..

Labels: my eyes are satisfied.

Thursday, October 30, 2008 @ 3:18 AM

What do your dreams mean?
Your dreams seem to show that you're a bit disturbed... but nothing serious.
You may have a problem you're trying to work out in your sleep.
Overall, you are very content in your life.
You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind.
You secretly want to hide your dreams from your waking mind.

What your sleeping position say about you
You are confident and ready to tackle life.
You are pretty vain and happy with your physical appearance.
You are born to be the center of attention, and you're unhappy on the sidelines.
You're always up for trying something new - in and out of bed!

If you don't get enough sleep, you: Look like hell

It's hard to sleep next to you because: You toss and turn all night

What your playing cards tell about your future
Right now you are focusing on friendships, relationships, and interpersonal connections.
Your emotions are currently tied to an influential man in your life. Someone who has the power to change your life for the better.
Your closest friend is amazing. This friend can always be trusted and counted on - in good times and bad.
The near future will involve an important message. This message will arrive via a letter, email, package, or gift.
Beware of some very bad news. This may mean the loss of someone close - or the loss of a close relationship.

@ 2:06 AM

i will blogging mre frequently this few days
cos i am working aftn shift
no need to wake up early so can sleep late
well i'll be busy agn very soon
cos vivo's event is coming up!

Wednesday
okay woke up ard 2plus
prepared and waited for my mum to cme back
then ate my rice with fish and eggs
headed to cp to take train
say mr marc teng on mrt platform
he's like very weird like some kinda shy?
lol i dont know, he's going chinatown
then alighted at dhouby then took train over to orchard
walked over to isetan scotts
went supermarket to buy things
i was a little late, ran up to punch card
then started work, was so hot
cos i am outside not inside -.-
okay then end work
walked over to lucky plaza to buy bubble tea
i am craving over it
meet pepper there, she cabbed dwn
and the cab's nets machine got prob
ran to taka to withdraw money
who knows? the entrance is locked
then went over to centrepoint
okay finally withdrawn the money(:
aft that walked over to cine
slacked waited for kenny to come
stayed there for awhile
then took cab back to plaza
slacked inside the toilet until 12 plus
then took bus home

yeah man!
today i am off, so i can finally sleep
aha, meeting shirley in the aftn

and ya, i miss you all of a sudden..
elmoo........

Wednesday, October 29, 2008 @ 1:50 AM

it's has been quite a long time
since i last blogged, ard 1 week ago
was too busy with work
i will only blog what i can rmb

went back kindergarten with alvin
i forgot when, lol, long train ride
reached then eat and took photos in classroom
it's seriously very small
okay aft that went pool with him
then went over to taka to help sean then bliss

so practically everyday i am working at taka
very tiring cos i have to wake up at 8am
ends work at 5 then go bliss until closing
but now i told bliss that i will stop until 10th
cos J&M need me to work full shift at vivo
a very important event i think?

and ohya i wanna blog about monday
my day was quite fine overall, normal mood
but that timberland girl, EUNICE!!
okay she's has been looking at me since day1
of course i was unhappy, scolded her
she complained to her supervisor
cant believe that she is 20 years old, gosh
then her supervisor come find me trouble
i dont even have any problem with her
and she come find me, what logic is that
okay then sorted things out in the carpark
now look, she shouted at me first
and still she CLAIMED that i want to find trouble
another thing is she cant pronounce things
i dont know whether she have short tongue
or she does blowjobs too often
it's vulgarities but she say 'vulgaty'
lol, it's paikai but she say paka
cant believe that pepper and gillian
is in very good relationship with her
maybe i am different, and yes, i am different(:
overall she keeps changing topic with me
i feel like punching her but i dont wanna be fired
luckily i am a humji person, bwahahas
okay so it just ended like that
i hope to see that eunice outside
that i can have a FUN time with her.

well today went over to isetan to do setup
this time i am selling passporte shoes
so it's a little different, got to learn from uncle lim
so nth much end work went watch movie with pepper
aft movie went back hg then went home

didnt want to care those minor issues
but sometimes it just bothers me
and to ***** what smoe or some?

goldlion or nautica?
when i am jobless i am really jobless
when i am busy, 2 company wants me
i have to make a final decision sooner or ltr

i had enough of guys
i am just gonna concentrate on work
but, i am gonna wait for you and yeah it's you
LJY (:

Monday, October 20, 2008 @ 12:46 AM

sorry for not blogging for so many days
was too busy working
juggling with 2 jobs is really driving me mad
but i want to stand on my own
not relying on parents or a guy

cant really rmb what really happened
for the past few days, have some kinda STM

wednesday was my 1st day of work at bliss
before that was at rob's centrepoint
was late, but learnt many new things
so F&B is really different from sales
went home ard 10 plus, cos it was my 1st day
so abit more special than the rest
meet pepper then home

thursday was at centrepoint again
went over taka around evening to help sean
with the stocks, wow tiring day
and that day my pay was in!
hahas, pool at cine at night with fa, sean, pepper and gillian
then after that took 147 home

friday was at taka for half day only
until 5pm headed over to bliss for work
that day was the worse, my leg is killing me
cant do my best at bliss
luckily that manager is understanding
let me off early, so waited for pepper to come
alex and friends are there also
so sit for awhile then went off

saturday was at taka
half day also, end at 5pm
then meet fa and pepper acc them for dinner
aft that rushed over to bliss for work
abit late again, but i still made it(:
this time i survived all the way till closing
and i can sucessfully take orders alr!
hahas, and serve wine with the right posture
a great achievement to me, it's my 1st time
okay then cabbed home ard 2am
can claim money frm the company
just need to keep the receipt

alright today, woke up early as usual
went over to taka, bobian have to cab dwn
cos i am late, and i dont want sean to scold me
he came over ard aftn
went dinner with pepper
then she went back and i went back to taka square
this is one diff supervisor to handle
omg, he's always having PMS
at night walked over to somerset
with pepper's colleague, shirley, and sean
took train over to dhouby
slacked at starbucks, kevin, from CK
came over to meet us
slacked and talked then took train back home

how small can this world be?
my colleague at rob's centrepoint, elaine
is zhiwei's cousin, and they live tgt
lol, okay this is really a coincidence

alright, now, i am finally in a process of giving up
no point waiting anymore, you take care..

Tuesday, October 14, 2008 @ 1:15 AM

long day for me
although it's not really that long
but i feel really tired ><

Monday
was woken up by gay's phone call
asking me whether i wanna work
but this is a diff company, it's nautica(:
okay so jumped frm goldlion to this
then went to shirley's hse again
to watched the same show
just one more disc and we're done
but meijin is asking us to go over town
so there's still one more disc to go
maybe i'll watch it another day
then took train over to orchard
shirley meet meijin
and i meet pepper, she's taking so long..
then meet her smoke, then went over to far east
meet meijin and shirley there
went kfc i was busy messing with the false lashes
omg, so tedious, not my type
so i think i'll stick to mascara
then went shopping ard with them
headed over to vivo to meet ahgay
to fill some kind of form for their company
and had a free kfc meal
then took train over to orchard to meet pepper
she wanna meet her timberland, zzz
aft her timberland's gone
went to mac to slack with gay and pepper
chatted and was like, ROFL
ard 11pm took train back home.

spot me at centerpoint today 3-10pm
and 16th, 17th at centerpoint(:
frm 18th-27th at TAKA:D
15th and every weekends at Bliss punggol park.

hahas, i am a busy person
so dont bother me with small issues.
hiakhiakhiak^^

& Happy 16th birthday to Sean(:

Labels: can i learn to love again?

Monday, October 13, 2008 @ 1:22 AM

Sunday
woke up at ard 4plus
then bathe and eat
headed over to shirley's hse
watched that very nice show again
aft a few series, headed to rp ard 8pm
went over there to slack
waited for pepper to end work
then went over to hg plaza
while i was at the bustop
saw Jiyou and chinkiat.
okay then reached plaza
went up for awhile
then acc pepper to kopitiam for food
aft eating went up again
to smoke, then pepper wanted to touchscreen
but there was another person there
so too bad pepper's last bus is coming
so left plaza
and i went home early today(:

my mum dyed my hair for me just now
zzz, it's a lil uneven
but this time my hair is much more striking then before
okay, i hope it's nice.

i feel for you.

Sunday, October 12, 2008 @ 2:58 AM

Friday
woke up quite late
so didnt make it for the interview
meet shirley at plaza
eat then went over to hg plaza
played lan for awhile
then went to some void deck to slack
aft that went over to punggol end
some kinda feeding the mosquitoes
was going through my thoughts there
then headed back to plaza to meet pepper
while shirley went to rp
played lan with pepper for awhile
aft that pepper went home
walked over to that church again
then meet kenny
walked over to a void deck at 116
then talked and slacked
then home at ard 3.30am

Saturday
woke up at ard 2.47pm
bathe then headed to punggol park for interview
at first i thought i lost my ezlink card
then i asked pepper
i thought my card was with her
and she thought her card is with me
but in the end guess whr is it?
stay tuned and you'll know:D
then aft interview, SUCESSFULL!
start work on wednesday(:
then headed to shirley's hse
watched a very very nice show
and her mum cooked for me to eat
then stayed there until 10plus
went over to hg plaza to meet pepper
found our ezlink card at the counter
i think it was ytd we forgot to take it back
but we both rmb keeping them
nvm as long as we got it back
then went downstairs to eat
aft that went over to hg interchange
to take my 80 last bus
while pepper walked home
went over to rp to slack for awhile
home at ard 2.45am

you left a huge mark in my heart
everything i do, reminds me of you
forgetting you isnt an easy job

Friday, October 10, 2008 @ 3:30 AM

i said what i wanted to say
the decision is yours

Thursday
woke up for school, dad fetched me
then started dnt paper
i think i am gonna flunk it
dont have any idea how to do
hopefully practical can save me
then went over to 401 to eat with pepper
went home, then went dwnstairs
ask auntie to dye my hair for me
who knows no colour, must under sun
so nvm, auntie ask me to dye again aft a week
then bathe and meet kenny
he passed me money
then headed to cp, bought things
took train over to chuo chu kang
thats damn far, 1hr 30min journey
meet my kindergarten teacher
lol, even the other teachers is shocked
'your ex student?! so big alr arh??'
lol, went over lot1 shopping center
called alvin up, so we have the same tcher
just that she teach me during nursery
and alvin during k2
okay she invited us to a concert on 25th
hope alvin can make it
then went back to hg
alight at amk then took 74 over to plaza
while waiting played audi awhile
pepper came then dota-ed
aft that acc pepper dwnstairs to eat
then went up again
aft that went to a void deck to slack
pepper wanted to buy hair dye
so went over to mall's watsons
bought it then slacked outside mall
headed over to plaza ltr on
saw afida and friends there
while pepper is talking to her friend
went pooling with afida
hahas, i WON!
aft that took bus over to rp
slacked there with drayson&his GF
asked him about his current job
i think i am going there for interview tmr
cos Goldlion is just a part time
and i only have to work on weekends
so i think i wont have enough money
so i need another job
chatted then home ard 1.45am

okay interview ltr on
good luck to me
maybe i could do F&B better than sales

The guy i changed so much for,
the only guy whom i cried so hard for
drifting apart , day by day i never knew i could love this much
not even a call ,
not even a sms
dreamt of you every night
hoping to see you every morning
just cause im worried about you
i'll let you decide , im tired really i am
just to let you know i never regret loving you

Labels: Always be my Baby

Thursday, October 9, 2008 @ 1:53 AM

god damn it.
today it's the end of nlvls
so what do you think?

Wednesday
woke up at ard 4pm
eat, and revised on my dnt
then prepared and headed to plaza to meet pepper
okay, went to mall to shop ard
i bought a handphone strap
then went plaza to play dota
slack there till 12plus
i walked over to rp
went to that church again
this time there's a guy there too
he asked me whats my problem
and i told him, and i asked him his problem
then he told me that god almighty would enlighten us
i hope that god would
then reached rp, eat and study awhile
then walked home

cant help but be torn apart ,
the last tear has fallen
The time has come now and
i must figure out Driving north or going south
growing up but falling down
the post-its on the wall shall always be there
and one day who knows it might be completed

Wednesday, October 8, 2008 @ 2:24 AM

1 more day to end of nlvl
i went through 37 days alone
thats quite an achievement(:

Tuesday
woke up at ard 5plus
nice and soothing sleep
then msged pepper
wanted to meet kenny and take money
but woke up too late
so too bad. then meet pepper and lu
at cp, went to sculpture park void deck to slack
slack till 9plus then cabbed to pepper's hse
waited for her to change her shorts
then took bus to plaza
liting and yixian was there too
slacked at toilet
played dota, then walked over to bustop ard 1am
who know's? i missed my last bus
so bo bian have to walk
as i was walking, i went in a church
a virgin mary's church
i have to walk in barefoot
so i left my slippers outside
which is the road-.-
the floor is some kinda wet
the church's door is not locked
so went in, it's a lil bit scary
and it's dark! so trying not to fall or step on anything
then finally i'm in front of the statue
made my wish, then left and closed the door
luckily my slippers are still there
not swept away by any road sweepers
then walked past serangoon sec
a taxi driver stopped and asked me
whether i need a free ride home
since i have the energy so i rejected his offer
then reached home ard 2.20am

i am going to find my kindergarten teacher ltr
wanted to jio alvin along
we are from the same kindergarten but diff class
so shld be diff teacher, so didnt ask him along

just a look, you melted me, i LOVE you still..

Tuesday, October 7, 2008 @ 5:19 AM




OMG THIS IS THE SEX MAN!
single eyelids, nice nose bridge
sexy chinline, high cheekbones
irresitable lips, extremely great hair.

@ 4:12 AM

looking at the beautiful sea&stars
just reminds me of you
my darling you..

Monday
woke up at ard 4plus
bathe and eat then meet pepper
went to orchard
helped pepper take number frm a guy
LOL, okay quite a fruitful trip
i bought an m)phosis shorts
and i wanted to buy that DKNY perfume
that 'he' used to use, so nice~
hahas okay slacked at the mac outside isetan
then took train back to hg
slacked at plaza for awhile
then went to rp
slack agn, meet my cousin then went roundings
he drove his bike sooo fast
my things and me nearly fly out of the bike
then went home reached home ard 4am

omg, timberland is so old school can.

Labels: they can never have yesterday

Monday, October 6, 2008 @ 2:05 AM

you still stand a place in my heart
35 days without you, it's a long run..

Friday
went to school for maths paper
then went home to change
aft that went to cp to meet kenny
to pass him things
then headed to tampines
buy mac for ahfa and ahgay
then took train over to expo
work! end work ard 10
meet pepper then home
cant rmb much

Saturday
woke up and went to work as usual
then got a new colleague name edmund
okay quite and okay guy, hahas
so work and stand for long hours
dont think my legs can take it anymore
okay smoke with ahgay as usual
end work ard 10 then went over to hg
wanted to go makan with mac ppl
but cancelled so zhiwei called me
then wanted to meet him at first
in the end he cant make it
and he made me wait for an hour
okay nvm then headed to rp
slack with shirley
then leixuan and friends came dwn
slack then home at ard 5am

Sunday
asked ahfa to give a morning call
but he didnt he msged me instead
so i'm once again, LATE
dad brought me out for breakfast
at ard ave8, then drove me to expo
work again, stand for many hours
and this time my legs cant take it
it really hurts till my face turn pale
even fa asked whether i'm okay
but i'm okay(: hahas sold many pairs today
not bad, broke my previous record!
then cousin called me
he wanted to meet me aft work
so he drove his bike over and fetch me
hahas, nice bike he've got!
went over to punggol end
then punggol marina
see ppl prawn fishing -.-
slack till 1145 he drove me over to hg plaza
meet pepper, then pooled
with jiyou,
leixuan weishen and zhizhong was there too.
aft one game took 80 home

cant believe i spent so much
ard $200 buying bra, shoes, bikini, clothes
and the ferragamo perfume killed me!
so exp, but i like it, so it's worth it

it's my so called off day today
i can finally sleep all i want
hahas, meeting pepper in the evening
okay now, pictures(:

Labels: your smirky look.

Friday, October 3, 2008 @ 1:31 AM

memories flashed through my mind
all of a sudden, thanks for those 3mths
i never regretted loving you
now it's time i learn to let go.

& happy 17th birthday to yaping(:

Thursday
woke up at ard 11
eat maggie mee that was done by mum
then bathe and prepared
headed to school for nlvl history
okay i think i am failing that paper
then aft paper went home to change
then waited for pepper
went over to expo to work ):
from 6-10pm
moved over to a new spot
was so tired
i am trying my best to communicate
with people from myanmar
lol, that gay ask me to tell them to move
over to their new spot
okay left expo ard 10.10pm
headed to airport
then took bus to hg plaza
went there to eat
aft that went over cresendo outside
to smoke, pepper's friend named chris was there too
then went up, waited for pepper to touchscreen
aft that took 80 home
reached home at ard 130am

hahas, that was how my 16th birthday was celebrated
pratically a normal day
i must thank all for the wishes
first, leixuan cos he was beside me
next, pepper, zhizhong, sham..
first in msg, meijin
followed by, sean, leixuan, yunting, jinyu,
chuanho, songfa, rubber, zhizhong,
2nd sister, zhiweikorr, Fredde, da jie
jasmine, ahgay, last one at the dot
but 1 sec late, FIONAA(:
and afida for the very nice bday song outside school(:
and fredde and songfa's wishes
nice boss i have, seriously

okay E maths 2 paper tmr
aft that have to go over expo to work again
i am doing maths everywhere i go on thursday
lol, birthday is maths day!
hahas, good luck everyone(:

Thursday, October 2, 2008 @ 3:56 AM

Happy 16th Birthday to me& Shirley(:

and happy birthday to baheng too, 1st oct.

now i know, how far you'd go..

Wednesday
woke up as usual went to work
reached there, usual stuff
just that i got used to standing
so i dont feel tired
not so in a good mood at that time
due to some stuffs. ZzZ
then went for lunch break
had lame conversations
with my colleague, LOL
studied during break time
left early today, ard 4pm
headed home, sleep for awhile
the changed, meet my sis and cousin
then went for dinner
aft that my parents drop me off at rp
lol, received presents
then headed to plaza to meet pepper
she gave me a surprise, a CAKE!
hahas, zhizhong and leixuan's there too
played pool, eat cake, saw sham too
ask him to finish the cake
so overall a very plain celebration
wanted to give pepper a kiss
but she dont want, nvm -.-
then took cab home

history exam is ltr
so i have to study now
bye bye:D

Wednesday, October 1, 2008 @ 12:22 AM

if i'm not by your side for the next few years
do really take of yourself, rmb to eat
i hope to see the same, healthy person
when i come back, *if i'm really leaving..
you said you will rmb me for the rest of your life
i hope it's someone memorable, not an enemy

same goes for all my friends
i love you guys

Tuesday
went to work as usual
took 27 then alight at tampines
then took train over to expo
today's tiring had to put in new stock
then made new friends here
went lunch and smoke at a corner
and there's this guy, so old alr
still wanna hong lil girl, lol
okay some kinda slack today
end work at 8pm then took train
to changi airport, instead of going to the interchange
i chose to go upstairs, to have a walk, alone.
my dream is to celebrate my birthday here
and look at planes fly at the viewing hall
but i think that will be a few years later
some kinda cried in the bus,
i think i'm having an emotional breakdown
thinking that i am gonna leave singapore
hais, so waited for 27 for a long time
end up at hg at ard 9plus
thats soso long, slack there
ate kfc, took cab home as it was raining
reached home at 1047pm

expo again ltr, but it's until 4pm
cos i am going out with my family
for my birthday dinner, then meeting pepper
at night, to pass 12mn, i really, sincerely,
hope that i can see you, LJY
i want a cake! i wanna blow candles!
thursday is history paper, lucky i did study ytd
okie, so overall nice colleages i have
nice job, nice friends, but i aint got a boyf ):