Thursday, November 27, 2008 @ 1:26 AM

alright here's what i have to share with everyone
it's done out of boredom, hope you'll find it meaningful.

The simple truth about love

Falling in love is just like kissing - no two people do it the same way. A legendary romance may begin with the briefest of beautiful encounters or a casual introduction by a mutual friend, who is then completely forgotten in all the excitement. You might feel the hairs on the back of your neck stand up as you turn to meet the piercing gaze of an enchanting stranger across a crowded room, across a parking lot, or a bowling alley. The location isn't all that important. Often you are just sitting minding your own business and then BOO! Love suddenly hits you out of the blue, and your pulse is off and running. That such a fleeting chance encounter can result in so many overwhelming feelings tells us a lot about the power of love. Like the sun or a fiendishly expensive designer frangrance, love is an intoxicating force that draws all living creatures. Love inspires us to do great, beautiful, terrible things and a bunch of weird and stupid stuff. That's because when we fall in love, our reason and perspective become distorted, and we discover the lovers' paradox. Suddenly, we have clear purpose, but we suffer overwhelming indecision. The affectionate attention we receive means we feel more self-affirmed and radiant that ever before, and yet we are sick with self-doubt and insecurity.

There's definitely someone out there who is perfect for each of us, so it makes no sense to grab the first cute butt that walks by. Dont be afraid to slow things down. Really think about your feelings. Run through a few emotional scenarios in your mind and see how they look and feel. There's a reason we feel so shy when we first meet someone special. Both people are seriously checking each other out, looking for and revealing some very personal information. The process is all about trust. Slowly, we get closer and closer. Some things just shouldn't be rushed, and love is always worth waiting for. In it's early stages, love is beyond wonderful. Each moment together feels like a passionate embrace in a magic forest. You gallop tirelessly in perpetual and blessed sunshine, your feet a few inches above the ground. In other words, our perceptions of ourselves and our beloved can become a touch idealized. The truth is that love is always beautiful, and it may even feel perfect. But it can never be so, not all the time. Falling in love is an exquisite but complex coming together of two individuals, and a beautiful, dyanamic living relationships always has ups and downs. The irritating thing about falling in love is that you dont suddenly get transported to the mythical kingdom of coupledom, where everything is designed to make your relationship perfect.

Personal grooming also takes on fresh energy, sometimes to the point where we change virtually everything about our appearance that turned our admirer's head in the first place. Though it is wonderful in so many ways, falling in love can be a very unsettling experience. Poetic torment churns in your soul and keeps you from sleeping. Whenever you close your eyes, the object of your desire floats across a dreamscape toward your waiting lips. In fact, the only time we really wake up to reality is when a new lover is actually approaching. Unfortunately, at that exact moment you molecular sturcture turns to water. You try to stay calm and composed, endeavouring to present a picture of chrisma and confidence. You fail. All those breathless secrets in your heart that you rehearse a thousand times are now ready to share gently with a tender ear, you suddenly blurt out, sounding like a rare caller from an ancient civilisation. The key word is patience. In other words, nothing can hold love back. True love overcomes anything and everything. Realising the power of love feels like a light switch is suddenly turned on inside your heart. The world looks different. Or perhaps you are looking at it differently. Your search draws to a close. You have finally found true love, or true love has finally found you.
"Hello!"
The end. ( but actually it's just the beginning:D )

@ 1:08 AM

cant really rmb what happened for the past few days

currently at sengkeng metro
although it's quite bored
i've got weizhen, kelin,eric &wanni to entertain me
bwahahas, so it's still okay
sales aint that good over there

went drinking with azari and hafiz's friends
went to azari's clan bbq at east coast
so made many new friends
&my malay is improving okay, hahas.

went to St. James on tuesday with azari
he didnt want to go to the dance floor
so meet abel, alan, weishen, many many mre there
had quite some time of fun
saw youxiang and sihua there too
but it's so crowded, walking or even moving is a problem
headed home with azari ard 2plus

wednesday was just a normal working day
meet shirley for break at ard 4.30pm
slack then she went home
meet kenny and daniel ard 7plus for awhile
then they went off, and i went back to work
meet pepper at plaza after work
slack awhile then walked over to Bliss
to take my pay, i still got $15 there
need to return uniform then can take -.-

so today is my off but i have so many things to do
need to help pepper take her punch card ans isetan memo
meeting weizhen for haircut in the afternoon
meeting kenny and daniel at bishan ard evening
then going to katong isetan to wait for pepper to end work
and now i'm here blogging, long time since i last blogged
posting again when i'm free

currently, Loving my life as it is.

Thursday, November 20, 2008 @ 1:36 AM

okay finally i have the time to blog
cos tmr is my off day

Monday
woke up early waited for pepper
then headed to her hse bustop
took 62 to aljunied
went over to Goldlion office
cos i need to take uniform
aft that fredde fetched us to cp
started work there
went kbox at plaza at night
that night i was really drunk
lol, cabbed home with pepper

Tuesday
went to cp metro for work also
stayed there until 10pm
then went to plaza kbox again
this time i am not drunk
cabbed home at ard 2am

Wednesday
went to work at cp also
it was boring quite stressed up
didnt sell any, phew
meet pepper at night
dota, then went cresendo tgt
to meet her dad, drank again
aft that took cab home with pepper and her dad

you might spot me smiling here and there
laughing like no one's business
but deep deep in my heart
there are many many unknown problems
i really hope to find someone to talk to
now, finally, i've learnt to hide my feelings
currently i cant trust anyone

Sunday, November 16, 2008 @ 1:41 AM

life simple pleasures.

Friday
woke up quite late
went over to cp to meet pepper
took train over to plaza
slacked there for quite a long time
played free pool
Jiyou, Kenny, Daniel &Alvin came
acc them for awhile
then walked over to pepper's hse
ton-ed at her hse, she was sleeping
and i was playing audition until 6am
then turned in, it was comfotable(:
then her ahma woke us up at 1130am
i woke up but pepper was still sleeping
then ate and acc her to mall
she bought her shoes then took train over to cp
she went to work i headed home

Saturday
reached home, bathe and changed then went to work
it was 1st day as a Goldlion Full-Time
i was stationed at centerpoint
saw sean there too
and jeffery is getting on my nerves!
crapped alot, fa and pepper came over ard 10plus
slacked at mac took train to plaza
not much ppl over there so walked over to bliss
still cant take my pay
so borrowed from jessica first
and she will take it from my pay
sat there for awhile and took last bus home



Because I told you, you would live to regret it
Now I don't wanna make you feel bad
But when it comes to me just forget it
I'll be the best you never had
You put me through so many emotions
Now baby it's your turn for that
Cause in your empty heart I have left a mark
The best you never had (:

Friday, November 14, 2008 @ 3:16 PM

so i am back frm the chalet

okay so went back to the chalet
this time there was much mre ppl there
it was quite bored la
nth much to do
so slacked in the living room
then sleep at ard 5plus
then was forced to wake up ard 8plus
cos we need to check out at 9am
then took bus home
slept all the way until 8pm
bathe and prepared
then meet pepper at cp
took train over to plaza
slacked then took cab home ard 1plus

today slacking at home first
tmr i am working at centrepoint robinsons
okay working life is coming back again

&i dont wanna be infatuated.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008 @ 8:30 PM

Tuesday
woke up ard 3.30pm
prepared brought my bro to cp for food
then meet pepper and eat with her
aft slacking for awhile
she went back for work and i took bus to changi
it's serene's chalet
okay overall nothing much
chatted with alan for the whole night
wanted to sleep but ppl keep coming in and out
so very diff to sleep, lol
managed to sleep ard morning
woke up at ard 2.30pm
slack then took bus home

and now i am home
going to meet pepper at cp
then i am going back to the chalet ltr on(:

so do quarrels make the friendship better?
maybe you two think that i am guai lan
but i seriously i dont think i am
now i see myself in their age, 14 15 years old
can understand, one day you'll grow up
but i hope you understand what i told you.

& am i infatuated?

Labels: love you no more(:

Tuesday, November 11, 2008 @ 4:04 AM

You Are From Neptune
You are dreamy and mystical, with a natural psychic ability.You love music, poetry, dance, and (most of all) the open sea.Your soul is filled with possibilities, and your heart overflows with compassion.You can be in a room full of friendly people and feel all alone.If you don't get carried away with one idea, your spiritual nature will see you through anything.

You Should Rule Saturn
Saturn is a mysterious planet that can rarely be seen with the naked eye.
You are perfect to rule Saturn because like its rings, you don't always follow the rules of nature.And like Saturn, to really be able to understand you, someone delve beyond your appearance.You are not an easy person to befriend.
However, once you enter a friendship, you'll be a friend for life.You think slowly but deeply. You only gain great understanding after a situation has past.

You Are Ballet
You are quite introverted. You enjoy keeping to yourself and cultivating your talents.You are dedicated and focused. If practice makes perfect, you're willing to keep practicing.
While some people may dismiss you as boring, you can be quite edgy and interesting.You can fit in almost anywhere... and your style ranges from conservative to funky.

Your Thinking is Abstract and Sequential
You like to do research and collect lots of information.
The more facts you have, the easier it is for you to learn.
You need to figure things out for yourself and consider all possibilities.
You tend to become an expert in the subjects that you study.
It's difficult for you to work with people who know less than you do.
You aren't a very patient teacher, and you don't like convincing people that you're right.

@ 3:35 AM

Monday
went over to compass metro
who know's? the security need ic
and my ic is with mum and she's overseas
so cant work. zzz, went home to sleep
then woke up ard 6
prepared went over to town with pepper
meet fa then had dinner tgt
talked outside taka until 11plus
took train back to hougang
played dota, slack then cabbed home

yeah! i am going chalet tmr
finally i can see shirley
hahas, i miss her man..

now i am broke broke broke
i need money!

Labels: thought i heard a knock who's that no one.

Monday, November 10, 2008 @ 3:19 AM

it's been the longest winter without you.

yeah man, vivo's event is over
i know i did my best finishing everything
okay so pack up and went to eat with fa and fredde
then plaza aft that cabbed home

went bliss, oh man i miss that place
everyone is still the same
jit, yulin, lee, dray, eugene, ...
hahas, i miss all the laughters there
okay aft that took bus home

seriously i hate tangs security
but it's alr my last day there
so my fixed counter is cp metro
what a place, but near my place
okay blog mre when i am free.

i hate this, but i still wanna say
i miss you ):

Labels: i just so jealous..

Saturday, November 8, 2008 @ 1:32 AM

same thing again cant rmb what happened
okay so it's confirmed, i am going back to goldlion(:

well everyday working full shift at vivo atrium
but i dont know why i have problem with guards
and i meant security guards
always aim me one, sometimes i bth show attitude
then that particular lady will always shoot me
anyway i am leaving tangs very soon
so just have to bear with them for 1-2 mre days

now i am seriously broke!
if i have the time i have to go bliss to take my pay
well, i hope it could last me till 17th
and thats when my goldlion's pay is coming in!

and to sean,
i'm sorry if i bleached that trust you gave me
i did what i promised you
thats helping you till the end of vivo's event
i did my best, hitting every target you set for me
the problem lies with you guys
look at how 'they' work, i shall not mention names
one with serious attitude problem
one is extremely proud
one does not even have abit of patience
one thinks that the company is the best in spore
okay i'll stop here
i think i do not need to make a comparison
i can already see it and feel it
previously i decided to stay and help
because i think the major problem lies with myself
but after all these days, i've got an answer.
i hope there would be no hard feelings
and we're still friends right? i hope we are..
once again, i'm sorry if i caused alot of trouble.

Labels: no one else but you.

Thursday, November 6, 2008 @ 2:38 AM

finally i have the time to blog
weehee.. okay here's what i've been doing

on the 1st of november
went ktv at orchard with sean, sky and 2 couples
okay it was quite lame fighting over for the mic
that time i was working at isetan scotts
for an passporte event

cant really rmb what happen aft that
because i have quite a bad memory
so currently i am working at vivo
for a passporte event
hahas, this time competing with fa
but still borse mogan is more of a threat

okay i hope to go back to goldlion for full time
still waiting for an answer..

today, just reached home from plaza
dota-ed with pepper, jiyou and friends
okay thats all, blog again when i am free.

i hope that you're happy with your life now..

Saturday, November 1, 2008 @ 2:21 AM

time flies..

Friday
was almost late for the so called briefing
which is so lame, prepared for opening
need to keep the tentage board
okay then stand there for the whole aftn
may came over, then i went over bugis with sean
helped out with the setup
then end work at ard 9pm
then smoke with cindy and sean
they are going to a pub at chinatown
so just slacked there
aft that took train over to dhoby to meet pepper
then went back hg tgt
played pool with liting
jiyou came, slacked till 1plus then walked home
and i saw a SNAKE when i was walking
lol, almost scared me to death
anyway i am not dead yet!
overall not a bad day(:

working at 4pm today
so short day for me

and ya, happy halloween:D

Labels: all or nothing