Friday, April 10, 2009 @ 8:24 PM

traumatised-

Thursday
woke up ard 2plus
ate bread, and watched tv
then bathe and prepared
headed over to plaza to meet the rest
kup cig with alvin, watched the guys poke balls
and another group dota
then went down kopitiam to drink
we finished the beer asap
then headed over to mrt station
and waited for pepper to come
took train over to clarke quay
so i went rupee room, Lol.
it's like opposite Rebel only, so near
that club abit too small la.
so 16 of us went to the club, celebrate zhong's bday
finally darling came, met him outside
he came too late, no more tics alr ):
so talked to him awhile outside, he went off
continued clubbing, and lights out ard 3am
and i helped the guys to take girls' number -.-
slacked at the taxi stand, took photos
then they went off and i waited for thyra and friends to come

if it's not for athyra's friend birthday,
i wont be so good to wait for them to come
so guess what, i waited for like very long
i decided to call daniel to talk, thanks bro(:
and i was sitting there, relaxing
a guy came frm behind and tried to rob me
luckily my phone is attached to my neck
so he didnt manage to get anything
but my necklace broke, and daniel thought i got raped.
so i called him back, trying to catch my breath
then hung up to cool down, walked over to another side
met a group of ppl, well not bad, quite friendly
thanks to them, seriously.
then daniel called back to ask if i am okay
so made police report, and told them everything
and tried to call thyra and friends, nobody picked up
decided to go over boat quay 7eleven to buy tissue
so i got coin to take bus home(:
walked back to clarke quay bustop took 80 home.

at that instance i felt something that i have never felt before
really want to thank daniel for telling and teaching me
things that i never thought of. i am very grateful for a friend like him
thinking back of last night, i am not angry or anything
for waiting so long, or anything, instead
it's like me falling down and climbing up again myself.
but i swear it does not feel good, i felt like killing myself this morning.
anyway it's over alr, i will get over it soon. thank god^^

i dont know how long i can tolerate this
i dont want to say much here,
i am just so disappointed now
but i still love you.