Sunday, May 10, 2009 @ 11:21 PM
Time management
read pepper's blog.
well seriously chatted alot and i mean really ALOT.
cos i dont meet as regularly as before
i got school and she's no longer schooling
and i dont go out after school
so gradually i'm meeting her lesser and lesser
i got to juggle so many things
my boyfriend, my school friends, my friends, my studies
of course i do feel super stressed up
i just got problems with my school friend
lucky i have a great friends outside
and a super great boyfriend that dont make me angry
i am really very happy that we didnt quarrel
but is it him thats giving in too much
or is it me? if we're gonna quarrel, please, not so soon.

when i was talking to pepper
talked about the 4 of us
how we were the last time, it was really really great
although we did things that were very normal
heading to town for movies, slacking, mahjong
but those were superb memories
that are gonna stay with me for the rest of my life
no one can replace the 3 of them in my heart, my brain
yes, i admit it, tears still roll when i think back
although it had alr been a long time, almost a year
maybe one day i grow up, i will think that i am really stupid last time
but as for now, these are really great memories for me.

but for now, i got someone thats really important in my life.
my dearest boyfriend,
he lives in Jurong, i live in Sengkang
one in the west and another in the North-east.
poles apart, luckily this is singapore
i can get to him in an hour time, so not to worry
i wont make distance vulnerable to our relationship.

to Jino,
i apologised, i hope you will accept it.
and no hard feelings, we are gonna be classmates for 2 years
i didnt know so much, until i read that book.
thanks alot, and the rest of the NCT's
thanks, sylvest, athyra for telling me
&many many more, and wanting for talking to me too.

to pepper,
we may not be friends forever
but for now, you are my most trusted friend
although i do make you angry sometimes
like putting aeroplane, irritating you
or even biting a straw or smoking slowly
arranging mahjong tiles slowly or even dressing very ugly
the slightest thing would irritate you O.o
Lol, you are a fun person to hang out with
so hope you can get your mind clear of what you want
cos i am already very clear what i want.

to boyfriend,
i have nothing much to say
cos we do not have any major problems
just hope you would listen to me
and let me know what you're doing
like where you are, who you are with
i am not trying to control you
just because i really care
well thats all, see you tmr
you promised to come and meet me
&Do what you think is right*

help me think of ways to juggle everything
i dont want to negect anyone of them
we only got 24hrs a day
7days a week,
52 weeks a year, 365 days a year
what can i do within a year?
i must say there is alot of changes in a year's time.