Sunday, November 29, 2009 @ 6:44 PM

I love you so much,
I'm yearning for your touch,
Come and set me free,
forever yours i'll be.

Wednesday
school starts at 11am
reached late, went to class
lessons end at 3pm
home after that.









Thursday
Reached school around 9am
IAC test, flunked it totally
didnt even do it, cos i cant rmb the bal b/d
so forget it, knew that i would fail anyway.
sam craig's lessons, then SVE
SVE was some role play,
school ended at 3pm went back home.



Classic


Friday
bf came to my place for the night
watched videos, went rp for mac
then off to bed, woke up around evening
prepared and headed out

a pic of bf and my dog.


went to cp foodcourt to have dinner
saw Manfred and Yvonne there too
went to smoke, then took bus to his place
went down to meet boon, then khai and co.
kopitiam to eat, back to his place
i went to sleep, while his playing dota
cabbed home ard 4pm.

Saturday
reached home, slept for awhile
woke up ard 8pm, bathe and prepared
took bus over to timah,
met bf, limsheng, qb, justin, rachel..
played pool, with wingying and rachel
cabbed back to Jurong after that
went to eat, saw Justin and rachel there too
Waithong came, went to bf's place after eating
watched tv, while he play dota again-.-
then Kenny jio him dota so i watched them play
still the opponents team own, but nice game(:





Picture of the day


took train home at 6am.
reached home bathe and went to sleep.

Sunday
woke up ard 4pm
watched tv and ate chocolates for 'breakfast'
nothing much for today,
was job hunting just now

i really need money now,
oh gosh, please reply my mails..

my dog loves chocolates:D


look at my long nails! haha.
Manicure anyone? :DDDD


need to complete my BE work
Low KC wants it by tmr, shit!

okay bye..

@ 3:58 PM

I saw this group in Facebook
and here's a story of how a girl's being tortured.
OMG, it's quite sad..

On November 22, 1989:
Junko Furuta was a girl in Japan who was held captive in a house by four boys. There, she was raped countless times, then tortured to death in unimaginable and incomprehensible ways for 44 days. She was 16 years old.
This is one of the most notorious and worst cases of torture murder ever recorded in history. It is also one of the most horrifying and heartbreaking.
Exactly twenty years ago, a sixteen year-old girl was going through the most unimaginable pain, waiting for the endless suffering she was going through to end. For forty-four days, nobody helped her.
Her killers are now free men. Justice was never served, not even after 20 years. Once you hear the story, it is not easily forgotten. Her 44 days of suffering will forever be known.

DAY 1: November 22, 1988: Kidnapped
Kept captive in house, and posed as one of boy's girlfriend
Raped (over 400 times in total)
Forced to call her parents and tell them she had run away
Starved and malnutritioned
Fed cockroaches to eat and urine to drink
Forced to masturbate
Forced to strip in front of others
Burned with cigarette lighters
Foreign objects inserted into her vagina/anus

DAY 11: December 1, 1988: Severely beat up countless times
Face held against concrete ground and jumped on
Hands tied to ceiling and body used as a punching bag
Nose filled with so much blood that she can only breath through her mouth
Dumbbells dropped onto her stomach
Vomited when tried to drink water (her stomach couldn't accept it)
Tried to escape and punished by cigarette burning on arms
Flammable liquid poured on her feet and legs, then lit on fire
Bottle inserted into her anus, causing injury

DAY 20: December10, 1989: Unable to walk properly due to severe leg burns
Beat with bamboo sticks
Fireworks inserted into anus and lit
Hands smashed by weights and fingernails cracked
Beaten with golf club
Cigarettes inserted into vagina
Beaten with iron rods repeatedly
Winter; forced outside to sleep in balcony
Skewers of grilled chicken inserted into her vagina and anus, causing bleeding

DAY 30: Hot wax dripped onto face
Eyelids burned by cigarette lighter
Stabbed with sewing needles in chest area
Left nipple cut and destroyed with pliers
Hot light bulb inserted into her vagina
Heavy bleeding from vagina due to scissors insertion
Unable to urinate properly
Injuries were so severe that it took over an hour for her to crawl downstairs and use the bathroom
Eardrums severely damaged
Extreme reduced brain size

DAY 40: Begged her torturers to "kill her and get it over with"
January 1, 1989: Junko greets the New Years Day alone
Body mutilated
Unable to move from the ground

DAY 44: January 4, 1989: The four boys beat her mutilated body with an iron barbell, using a loss at the game of Mah-jongg as a pretext. She is profusely bleeding from her mouth and nose. They put a candle's flame to her face and eyes.

Then, lighter fluid was poured onto her legs, arms, face and stomach, and then lit on fire. This final torture lasted for a time of two hours.

Junko Furuta died later that day, in pain and alone. Nothing could compare 44 days of suffering she had to go through.

When her mother heard the news and details of what had happened to her daughter, she fainted. She had to undergo a psychiatric outpatient treatment . Imagine her endless pain.

Her killers are now free men. Justice was never served, not even after 20 years. They deserve a punishment much greater than they had put upon Furuta, for putting an innocent girl through the most unbearable suffering.

This story from 1989 is true. Please spread her story around. Everyone should know about the existence of Junko Furuta's unimaginable and incomprehensible suffering, and this is why this group has been made.Invite your friends. Never let her story be forgotten. If this story changes the life of at least one person then it has been worth it.

Rest In Eternal Peace,
Junko Furuta
1989-Eternity

Wednesday, November 25, 2009 @ 10:10 PM

You dont wanna say, forget it.
I dont even know a single fuck, you show me attitude.
Fine, i let it go.
I talk to you, you reply me with such a tone.
okay, i try bear with it.
&your trademark, not replying at all.

I know what to do,
the next time, i wont even ask.
I wont care at all okay?
Since i ask, you always say nothing,
whats the point?
Dont know, dont care, dont bother.

Bye, no mood to post anything.
Off to sleep, IAC test tmr ):

@ 12:14 AM

I am seriously very bored.
As school starts at 11am tmr,
dont feel like sleeping so early
just finished talking to bf on phone
and he's alr in his dreamland, maybe?

Was going thru my accounting work,
and i found out that my bed is in a mess!!
So i think everyone should do filing regularly,
if not things will end up like this..



my dog is snoring beside me now..
Lol, he's like a human to me, cuddling inside my blanket,
haha, bet it's cold and he's keeping warm.
Such a cute thing to own.. awwwwww.



back to surfing the net! (:
follow me on twitter, might not be updating so often.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009 @ 9:50 PM

I dont know what to post,
kinda lazy, just done with ibanking.

Woke up feeling great!
Cos boyf called me in the morning,
it's like nice to hear his voice(:
left my bed ard 8am.
prepared and headed to school
LPD lessons -.- did nothing
then Banking Finance, did research
cant stand Mr tang man, zzz
lunch break, went to eat, slack in class
had a short nap, sock onn came
and started iac lessons, i did my work!
lessons ended at 3pm, went to smoke
trained home, sleep, watched tv,

just finished dinner, doing work soon.

bad things are happening one by one,
hope this year ends fast, and next year a better one(:
nothing much to post alr, so bye !

Monday, November 23, 2009 @ 11:58 PM

Just a short update for today

Woke up at ard 12, prepared
and headed to school, went to WFB class
did a little bit of writing, class ends at 3pm
headed over to 514 with shar, saw iys
so asked her to join us, had lunch tgt
iys went home after that and we headed to school
went to slack at class, walked over to the gym
but think ms leong think its too early
so went over to the canteen for a drink
ard 4pm, went to the gym and start !
Vanessa and Jino came abit late
chatted with them in the gym as i am tired alr
went 514 with vanessa, jino and sylvest
drink my Fuji Apple(: Took train home.

Reached home, watch tv had dinner
dozed off when i was in my mum's room
went to bathe and now i am here blogging:DD

Might be heading to town to meet my mum tmr
but i dont wanna wear uniform to town, it's like X.x
for the sake of branded goods and money,
i'll do it -.- hahaha, shall see. if school ends late, i'll not go.

gotta go read up on my accounting,
and research on Banking Finance.

How i wish the train have no other stations
except sengkang and town, like that i'll reach town in like 5mins
haha, think i'm thinking too much alr.

i reckon boyf is playing dota now?

@ 2:53 AM

I'm done with my blogskin, hope it's nice
i cant seem to use a blogskin for long
hope this one lasts at least 3mths?

i really dont know what to blog,
but i still wanna blog, cos i feel like it.
nothing much, watched some hk show on tv just now
just had a small portion of maggie mee
and guess it's time for me to head to gym tmr
think i am losing my muscles,
but i am lazy to carry weights and stuff
just feel like running on the threadmill for like 1hr
focusing on my stamina instead of my muscles
anyone interested in getting tanned?
Bet there's no sun during this time of the year
my skin isnt glowing anymore ):
i wanna be tanned, those healthy tan i used to have.
now i am gonna upload a few pics taken quite some time ago.

p/s. i miss heading out to the zoo with bf,
maybe the next time Bird park?
Jurong bird park? Near or not? Lol.
Or Body world at Science centre?

Taken in gym last monday


the delicious beef noodles mum bought (:


pictures taken on bro's bday






my dog wants a piece too (:




off to sleep, follow me on twitter (:

Sunday, November 22, 2009 @ 6:52 PM

I'm just plain lazy to move my ass to another com,
i'm just plain lazy to walk over and take my USB cable,
so in conclusion, i am not uploading pictures (:

Friday
woke up ard 12plus, skipped school
accompanied mum over to cp, went to the Bank
after closing account, took train, met bro on train
then i alighted at dhoby and mum went chinatown
went over to cine, helped parents buy tickets to 2012
saw alfred there, so chatted for awhile
walked over to centrepoint, went upstairs
chatted with sham and went down to smoke with shawn
walked around centrepoint, went posb
got my debit card, YAY! and made ibanking :D
then shopped while waited for bf, qb and jiarong to reach
met them at dhoby, met sky at ps, walked over to cathay
bought tickets for Raging Phoenix, nice movie (:
qb and jiarong took cab over to boonlay
qinbao and the rest are going Pangkor :DDDD
took train with bf over to orchard
met my parents and bro at paragon,
had dinner together, as it was my bro's bday
went off after the dinner, walked over to fareast
wanted to take bus back to bf's place
we waited for a long time, and the bus is full
so decided to take cab, reached jurong,
bought cigs, and to bf's place.
stayed there until ard 3am, went to met ashik and co.
they are going m-mart, so ard 4am, cabbed home.
reached home bathe and K.O-ed.

Saturday
woke up ard 1plus, went over to cp
met isabella and got my pay, had subway
walked around, bought kfc for mum and back home
stayed at hme for the whole afternoon,
ate dinner and headed over to hg plaza ard 7pm
met pepper at plaza, slacked at woodball, toilet..
went down to acc pepper and co. for dinner
went over to somewhere ard 463 to slack
walked over to mall's toilet ard 10pm
pepper went home, i took train over to jurong
went to bf's place, watched tv etc.
and returned his mum's money (:
went out to meet khai and co.
walked over to m-mart again, slacked
it's really boring.. zzz took train hme at 6am
really felt like cabbing home, but i should save right? (:
reached home ard 7.30am.

woke up ard 6pm and food is alr waiting for me,
thanks mama!
gonna go do my assignment alr, IAC test this week
not gonna go anywhere except school this week
so think i am only able to meet bf on weekends ):
aites, off to smoke first, hehe.

I am saving so hard for that Prada wallet&Ferragamo Perfume.
I regretted buying that CK perfume):
it smelled nice at first, now i find it a little too light.
Gucci rush smells ok too, but it's not the smell i want.
So i will get Salvatore Ferragamo :DDDD
OMGXZXZX, Prada wallet is the SEX la..

Where is my boyfriend now?
&it's 8th monthsary last sat (:

Friday, November 20, 2009 @ 1:18 AM

Hello i'm here to update again!

Notice that i have been updating regularly,
but lack of photos, i am just lazy to upload them
took loads of them in gym at school
might be updating them this weekend
so went to school in the afternoon
SVE lessons, peng hwee's 2nd last lesson
gonna miss him, he's my fav teacher in ITE
interesting lesson, nice personality
not irritating, able to take jokes, damn
where to find another tcher like him?
lesson ended ard 2pm, the rest went off
me shar and don stayed behind and chatted with him
as it was raining heavily also, so good choice
went off ard 4pm, trained home
reached home, sleep for awhile
watched tv and had dinner

just finished cutting bro's cake
Happy Birthday to him, he's officially 13 -.-

Gonna meet boyf later on, yay!!
meeting jiarong and co. too i guess
we are going to watch Paranormal Activity:DD

someone jio-ed me to Powerhouse this weekend
i wanna totally quit clubbing so i rejected that offer ):
but, i made a deal with him instead!
I promised next year's 21st nov we go club tgt
haha, although it's a lil long, i believe i will rmb
it's a promise, if you happen to see this, i mean it !

Thursday, November 19, 2009 @ 2:04 AM

Hello everyone, i bet everyone is sleeping now
only me, trying my best to finish my work ):
Damn sleepy man, wanna sleep but cannot
Even boyf is in his dreamland now,
maybe an hour more and i am done!
Lessons start at 9am ltr on,
hopefully i can wake up. but i know i am gonna be late-.-
Banking Finance CA, guess i flunked it.
My mind was totally blank
and fuck my form teacher, dont even know where's the class
make me run around the school like an idiot

Think my life only evolves around books, pens, pencils,
calculators, erasers, rulers, highlighters, handouts,
Worksheets, Multi column paper, microsoft word,
microsoft excel, microsoft powerpoint.
& not forgetting my cigarettes ^^
Boring life huh? But, i always think positive(:
Suffer now, enjoy later, worth it right? :DD
Accounting course is damn stressful,
dont take it if you cannot handle stress.

okay, back to MS Word..

the cycle goes over and over again

Tuesday, November 17, 2009 @ 11:30 PM

Went to school late today
then iac lessons end ard 3pm
went to 514 for lunch with sharven
back home to sleep after that

doing my work now, but my printer no ink -.-
how am i suppose to hand in my work tmr
shit man, i am gonna get a earful frm low kc tmr
but what to do? my thumbdrive isnt working

spent some time reading in the net just now
ebook, wa really nice sia, think i am gonna buy it(:

hope khai recovers fast, pity him man..
lucky i didnt waste money heading dwn to zirca last night
boyf is fine too, gonna turn in
test on Banking finance tmr, hope i pass:DD

Monday, November 16, 2009 @ 11:13 PM

Busy with school lately, cos i am receiving warning letters again.
Played netball for s&w today, normal boring lessons
went out to slack with athyra and bryan during break
Gym sessions with the usuals after school.
Home after that.

Shit it, i still have to rush my BE work out.
zzz, totally hate this, why must ite make my life so difficult?

Must i be the one giving in?
Cos i know what the situation will be like if i go hard.
Yaya, whatever i fucking do is wrong.
Bear with me please, this is the only place i can vent my anger.
Tolerating is okay, but are you worth it?
What did i get in return?
Being like a total idiot holding onto my phone and wait?

Friday, November 13, 2009 @ 8:34 PM

Hey folks, sorry for not updating for quite some time.
My whole week was busy with school
But, i skipped school today. Just plain lazy (:
boyf called me ard 10plus, trying to wake me up
then woke up ard 11am, bathe, changed, eat
headed over to cp, some random auntie..
stopped me and asked me for facials etc.
zz, in the end i was cheated LOL
paid $28 for full facial, ok la not bad right?
saw Weisheng outside, smoked with him
Like fit alr siol, but he and stephy broke up again -.-
took cab over to amk hub, met bf there
bought tickets to 2012 at 3.35pm
chatted random topics with bf,
went out to smoke, off we went for our movie
Tell you what, A VERY NICE MOVIE!!!
EVERY SINGLE SOUL SHOULD WATCH
BEST MOVIE FOR 2009!! to me la..
My ratings, 9.5/10. :DDDDDDDDD
rushing for toilets after the show
went out to smoke, and took bus back to bf's hse

So i am now at his place, should be heading out later.
Not sure about tmr's plan, but meeting pepper at night(:

Tuesday, November 10, 2009 @ 11:39 PM

Hello everyone(:

nothing much to blog about
but i am just darn bored.
went over to Jurong to meet bf
had dinner with thong, slacked
and took train home.

will blog more when i am free.
Think i will just blog about my weekends,
or on weekdays if i happen to go out(:

Lastly, I love my boyfriend:D

Sunday, November 8, 2009 @ 9:34 PM

Am really tired now, so i am gonna cut short my post

Wednesday
didnt go to school, went over to cp to meet mum
took train over to kovan, went to bank
then train over to hg mall, went to money changer
went foodcourt to eat, walked around
took train home after that,
waited for bf to come, eat and bathe
then headed out to town, went cine
saw Justin and Jiun Jye there (:
met amanda and co. went up to kpool for awhile
walked over to mrt station, took train over to bugis
met Wenhui at mac, after eating with bf
walked over to Haji lane to meet Rayna and co,
went off in a while, took train back home.

Thursday
went to school, in the morning
back home after school, slept
waited for bf to come, had dinner at my place
bathe and took train over to Yishun
met Ashik there, acc him to put Tattoo
slacked and bought ice cream:D
so his appointment was quite late
i went back home ard 10plus
reached home slept..

Friday
didnt attend school, cant wake up
waited for bf to wake up, prepared
and down to Yishun again,
Jowee is doing his Colour and shading
he looks like he's in Great pain, LOL.
had ice kachang, slacked until evening
called qb decided to meet him at town
took bus over to cine, met qb and amanda there
wanted to watch Poker king at 9.25pm,
but the seats were totally filled
so decided to watch the 11.50 one
had KFC, walked over to Ion
then over to taka to slack, smoke..
changed location cos qb say there's mosquitoes -.-
saw Justin again, but he's with Sihua
walked back to cine, went to kpool
the guys played billard, then went to get popcorn
and off to our movie, a not bad show, quite funny
went down to smoke after the show
some problems happened, zz
went up to acc them billard again
took cab back to bf place after that.

pics taken at taka.






Saturday
stayed at his place until afternoon
took bus home, reached home watched tv, eat
went to sleep for awhile, woke up ard 9
prepared and took train over to Jurong
saw bf's friend on train, so i've got a company (:
reached his place ard 11plus, he's sleeping, zz
watched tv and his parents came back
and had mac (: see him dota and played dota
Lol, think i lost skill alr, forgot how to play
he went to bathe ard 5am, talked to Jiarong on MSN
then went down to meet Khai and co
slacked and took bus home ard 6.15am
went i reached bishan and took 156
damn, is like so bloody cold and i am the only passenger
reached home ard 8am, went to sleep.

here's a pic taken in the bus,
very cold right ? -.-


stayed at home today
just finished watching The Devil wears Prada
watched it many times and i still love it (:

aites, school tmr ):

Tuesday, November 3, 2009 @ 5:10 PM

Loving you like always-

Back from school, school's a f-ing boring-.-
met Jihan's bf at block, slacked blahblah
went back to school of IAC lessons
Thought new topics, did work
went block with Jino, smoke and slack
took train home:D

Where is is boyfriend?
His phone is engaged since morning,
oh man, you are making me feel worried..

Monday, November 2, 2009 @ 7:34 PM

More pictures taken in Social House (SOHO)
Only uploading a few, more of them in Facebook(:



Me and Bf:DD






LOL!




Now the solo's


Picture of the day.


okay thats all for pictures in SOHO.
Skipped school today, cant wake up ):
slept until ard 12pm, woke up and watched tv
went over to cp with mum, walked over to polyclinic
waited for my turn, told the doc that i here pain there pain
Sucessfully got MC for today, walked over to cp
met my mum, bought bubble tea and went home.

School tmr:D

Sunday, November 1, 2009 @ 7:10 PM

Thursday
Went to school as usual
Camwhored in class, cos i have alr finished my work
I spent $3.3o on this candy
and it's finishing soon,
so i thought of taking pics for memory-.-

Thats the candy i am talking abt.


Shannon!






Marlboro in the piccy.


Back home to change after school.
met bf, Jowee and Fengrong at yishun
walked over to a tattoo shop, wasted time looking at pics
and finally, bf is ready to get poked by tattoo needles
Slacked outside the shop, smoked and chatted
helped fengrong buy ice kachang
and Chocolate ice kachang for myself
bf's outline is finally completed ard 10pm
walked over to atm to help bf withdraw $$
paid and walked over to MRT station
took train home, went home, bathe and sleep.

Jowee looking at pictures.


guess it's quite painful?


Friday
didnt go to school, cant wake up
slept until afternoon, met bf at somerset
walked over to cine to get ticks for Jennifer's Body
went over to centrepoint, wanted to meet sham
but saw fa, so passed punch card to him
walked over to cuppage plaza met Shawn there
and one guy frm SSS forgot his name
chatted for awhile, headed back to cine
saw Natalie and her bf, went up for our movie
bought popcorn(: Show ended ard 7pm
quite nice actually, cos of Megan Fox's hot body.
walked over to mrt station under the rain
took train over to orchard, met bf's mum at Tangs
headed over to lucky plaza's mac for dinner
took 502 back to bf's place,
alvin came up for Mahjong again
this time i lost even more! zzz
took bus home ard 6am, coma-ed after that.

Saturday
bf called me ard 6pm, woke up and used com
nua until 8pm, went to bathe and prepared
left home ard 10pm, took train over to Clarke quay
met bf, qb and their friend there,
slacked outside Club Marc
walked over to SOHO first, got free tickets from Vernis
had a hard time trying to borrow ic,
the thought of that makes my blood boil
Why are English bred ppl so bloody impatient?
And why are ppl so busybody? zZzZzZzZ
finally i borrowed an ic frm alvin's gf,
manage to get in, who knows a bitch told the bouncer
that i used the another person's ic,
actually it's partly my fault, she looked at me
and told her in mandarin, 'See what?!'
so i guess she wasnt really happy
and there's nth mre she could do
the bouncer called me back
lucky i run fast, alvin's gf was called back
so the bouncer let her pass, cos it's her ic afterall
Phew~ really heng, Hahas.
Dance, drink, smoke
all the way until 5am, walked over to boat quay to eat
lucky my food taste nice, cos the rest of them suck
if not i'll be wasting like $8?!
walked back to mrt station, acc qb withdraw $$
bought cigarettes, took train home
reached home, bathe and remove makeup,
off to my dreamland(:

it's really dark, more pics to be uploaded.
A picture of Social House:D




Taken when we are really bored with the music.


this one CMI, haha!


and thats my LOVE!


School tmr! zz, very lazy sia.
Now i feel like eating mac, FiletO'Fish:D
Hope my mum would be kind enough to dabao for me(:

okay bye all, Goodbye SOHO.