Monday, February 8, 2010 @ 8:32 PM

A POST FILLED WITH VULGARITIES BELOW.







Went to school today,
didnt went gym, cos i need to do impt things
hehe secret. okay thats all.

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I DONT KNOW WHAT AM I FEELING,
BUT THE FEELING JUST HAUNTS ME,
FUCK, FUCK LAST SUNDAY.



I seriously dont know what's wrong with me,
just that a weird feeling is haunting me,
making me unable to sleep last night.
i really dont know why and what.

okay what's gonna be up next is harsh and personal comments,
dont like dont tell me, i am like that, just fuck off.

Guess it was because of sunday which was yesterday,
okay supposingly i was about to head to town to meeting mackenzie
called him up and asked, he told me this: I am doing thing.
Like wtf? forget it. then next he told me faster come
WTF again, i am taking train not plane.
You are the one asking me to come later, &now faster.
Reached there, met Jiarong and 'THEIR' friend.
Arrogant freaks man, rich so what?
the feeling they give me is like ..
'Go home and hug your daddy and mummy la'
Like WTF, the guy is okay, but his gf..
Fuck, ask her to suck my toes &lick my toenails.

Imagine they are having sex,
and they are a little tipsy,
there's a potrait at her back and her bf mistook that as her face
and mistook her inking as her nipples.
Like hahahahahahhaha.

the thing that make me feeling so weird is,
why the fuck you dont allow me to meet you?
it's okay if you want privacy, just fucking tell me.
it really makes my blood boil, whenever i thought of it.
i have to fucking act out that i am so happy,
and tahan my attitude just to make 'them' happy
and to fucking potray that i am a great gf.
Like WTF, and i have to fucking force my smile.
Which i really dont want to, but i have no choice.

Like fuck, and girl, you can fucking go fuck the wall.
and i hope the wall wont mistook you as another wall.

Jump down the building and die,
eh no, dirtying the place, burn yourself la.
ashes easier to dispose.

okay only blogger can take such harsh comments(:

I got back my smile when i meet Jeremy and co.
Watched armour at cine, a not nice show -.-

Saturday morning was spent at simei,
then cabbed over to jurong with iys
over to mcd for filet o fish,
took bus over to mackenzie's place,
then over to yishun to accompany the guys getting inked.





didnt attend school on friday
cant rmb what i did
went over polyclinic to get mc



okay thats all, need to study.