Monday, April 12, 2010 @ 5:19 PM
i am tired, very tired.
I hope i can sleep and not wake up.
Sometimes when u are sad, Jay chou's voice really helps.
I know i shouldn't have hit the send button,
it only makes me look weaker in your eyes.
But i can't help but to do that,
i was hoping to see a reply from you.
In the end, it's nothing.
This implies that you don't even care,
was really hoping you could tell me what's the problem.
Or least assure me that i am plainly thinking too much.
Before you, someone else hurt me deep, real deep.
Then you came into my life, i thought things would be better.
End up, i was giving in too much, cos i was afraid of the past.
Why am i committing so much and you are not even producing the least effort?
I forgave you for countless things,
sometimes you don't even know you did something wrong.
I love you for all the good and bad things you do.
If i am able to accept the bad things of yours,
why can't you just be more empathetic?
Understanding that a cheerful voice or a msg meant alot to me.
Yes, i have my own bad attitude.
Why can't you talk nicely to me, like how i did?
I don't know what to say now,
my head is spinning, need to rest now.
Hope things would be better,
it's our 13th monthsary next week. (:
